- Well yesterday i was really freaking out about school, but today i'm getting kind of excited. I'm being really bipolar about my feelings towards this year.
- There are pros and cons i've thought up, and lately the cons are really affecting my mood and my thoughts.
- Cons: I only know of a couple people so far that i have classes with, I don't have lunch with Taylor or Levin, I will have alot more homework, I will probably get lost everywhere the first week, I will probably try too hard to look nice the first couple weeks, gym uniforms... seriously?! I have only one bookbag (that i actually like, the other one is gross) and I'm scared about making new friends. I'm pretty bad at making new friends bc i've chosen the wrong people to make friends with before. I remember how fucked up 6th grade was. Hopefully i'll be a little smarter as a freshman to high school. Also, starting now, i have 4 more years until college. fucking college. 4. more. years.
- Pros: New clean school (no more smelly& moldy locker rooms) i'll be able to be in the same school as Hannah and Sydnee and Sydney and Savannah and Chadwick and Steven (although i barely talk to him but i plan to) I will have ART HOLY SHIT SOOOOOOO PSYCHED FOR ART, I don't have mrs hiott, I will be able to go to prom, i will be in the HIGH SCHOOL PAGEANT (inner 9 yr old screams) i will make more older friends that can drive me around everywhere (hah) (can't wait til i finally can) (even though im also super nervous about that) and i will also finally be out of the hell hole that we call middle school. *content sigh*
- 8th grade was just a really good year for me overall, so i feel like it will hard to compare freshman year because in 8th grade all the teachers knew & loved me. so as long as i adopt the same personality & state of mind that i had last year, i have a feeling this year will also be really good. It's hard staying optimistic and lately i've been anything but. Hopefully, i'll remember not to overthink. ƸӜƷ
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