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I feel like a little girl when I...
feel scared at night
fit into size 8 (that's a CHILD size 8) dress
eat lollipops
watch animated child movies
suck in helium from balloons
race into a revolving door someone's already in, becoming painfully awkward
honestly, am only in bed with someone else to only snuggle.

I question everything about everything and everyone including myself. Do I know...

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  • Get 2 jobs
  • Visit Bronx, Prospect Park and Queens zoo
  • Visit NY Aquarium
  • visit Brooklyn botanical gardens
  • GET AN APARTMENT! :/
apr 23 2009 ∞
apr 23 2009 +
  • The crab apple trees in my front yard that bloom every may, right before my birthday
  • All the fruit farms
  • the store I worked at
  • my friends
  • my family
  • mis llamas :-)
  • the jazz band and select chorus in my school
  • working concession stands at track meets
  • that hip one street- even if it's small, it's still groovy :)
  • going to movies for $8!!!!
  • the beach at the lake
  • power walking in the woods
  • hiking
apr 22 2009 ∞
apr 22 2009 +
  • sleep with a boy (although ALL we do is sleep...still...)
  • Flirt with celebs :P
  • Walk past a construction site and get compliments
  • Pee in the shower. No judging, please.
  • Got a free ride in those carriage things in the park.
apr 22 2009 ∞
apr 22 2009 +
  • Jason Mraz
    • Tonight, Not Again <3
    • Make It Mine #
    • Live High <3
    • Love for a Child
    • Clockwatching
    • You and I Both
    • On Love, In Sadness
    • Who Needs Shelter #
    • Forecast
  • Corinne Bailey Rae
    • If I Don't (with Amp Fiddle)
    • Breathless <3
    • Put Your Records On #
    • Trouble Sleeping
    • Enchantment #
    • Like a Star #
  • Keane
apr 22 2009 ∞
apr 22 2009 +
  • Bicycles built for two
  • Polaroid cameras
  • tap dancing in the street
  • record players
  • canopies on beds
  • bath tubs for dorms (what is up with that?! seriously? doesn't anyone on 31st take baths?)
  • tea parties
  • Balls/Galas
  • black and white movies. with music numbers
  • gloves, sleek black or white and elbow length
  • swing bands
  • parades
  • costumes
  • holidays like christmas
sep 7 2009 ∞
sep 7 2009 +
  • The name Holly Golightly. Hi, there's no more badass name than that!
  • It's filmed in the city, which rocks. Maybe I've been to her apartment....
  • As someone who gets the mean reds, it's nice to see someone like Audrey act it out, although I've never thrown my cat across a room or broke a lamp while getting one.
  • Hi, Givenchy, anyone? God, every dress is to DIE for!
  • That party...incredible. One imaginary event I'd like to attend right there
  • The jewelry...'nuff said.
  • The character of Holly Golightly, herself. So light and air headed on the inside, but with obvious personal torture and anguish.
  • The beauty of each shot- when she's having coffee and eating a danish in front of tiffanys in the morning (something I want...
apr 23 2009 ∞
apr 23 2009 +
  • realize I've never ever ever had a official significant other
  • realize I'm not doing AMAZING in college
  • notice I'm checking out a girl
  • think about the money I've spent
  • feel the pressure of getting older
  • hear friends/family fighting
  • think about death
  • wear an outfit that looked good until someone else saw it
  • am in front of someone more talented
  • am in front of someone more attractive
apr 22 2009 ∞
apr 22 2009 +
  • + Dance Recitals
  • "-" Dance Practices
  • + Shakespeare and Company
  • + All of Spring and Summer
  • + Christmas
  • "-" Exams, Regents, Tests
  • "-" Working at the store when I was a nervous nelly and was scared
  • + Working at the store when I realized it was fun and I had nothing to be scared of
  • + Watching movies with B
  • "-" B kissing me
  • "-" B asking me out
    • feeling nausious after saying "yes" and worrying what my mom would say- BIG "-"!!!!!
  • + Going behind the school at the creek senior year
  • + NYSSA!!!!
apr 22 2009 ∞
apr 23 2009 +

In USA

  • NYC (doing that now)
  • Alaska (preferably in Sitka)
  • California (San Diego)
  • Louisiana (New Orleans
  • Florida (ANYWHERE!)
  • Illinois (Chicago)
  • Texas (Houstan)
  • Massachusetts (Boston)
  • New Mexico (Santa Fe)
  • Any small town in the midwest
  • In a lazy town in the south :)

Europe

  • France
  • Italy
  • England
  • Scotland
  • Poland
  • Ireland
  • Austria
sep 23 2009 ∞
sep 23 2009 +
  • own a childrens clothing store
  • live as a hermit in the woods for a year and in the midwest on a ranch for a year
  • write a screenplay/see it come to life
  • go to film school
  • see every state in the usa- so far
    • NY
    • MA
    • WV
  • backpack through europe
  • write a book
  • become an icon
apr 23 2009 ∞
apr 23 2009 +
  • colloquial accents
  • being stuck behind a tractor in traffic
  • no one knowing where my college is because the community college is obvi better
  • seeing half of my school in Wal-mart
  • being uncool for refusing to wear American Eagle, Aeroposale, Abercrombie and Fitch
  • being uncool for not having long straight blond hair
  • the fact the "hip" place to be is one street that's only 6 blocks. You can only walk up and down it so many times...
  • the stupid fights and tensions from high school that still exist today. Let's move on, shall we? we're in COLLEGE!
  • Teenage pregnancy
  • The unattractive men or attractive stupid men
  • The lack of sidewalks/public transportation
apr 22 2009 ∞
apr 22 2009 +
  • Dark dark dark lonnnnng stemmed roses
  • A potted daffodil
  • A book solving all my life problems
  • The feeling I get when I see something beautiful- but bottled up so everytime I'm feeling down I can open it up and feel that feeling
  • Someone to spoon with every night
  • A limitless i-tunes gift card
  • Ditto for Macys, Ann Taylor, Banana Republic, Old Navy, H&M
  • Hair extensions :P
  • Audrey Hepburn's body
  • Perfect makeup- and the perfect makeup artist
  • Beautiful...comfy...heels
  • A beautiful singing voice
  • Fast metabolism :P
apr 22 2009 ∞
apr 22 2009 +