I apologize if I may seem clingy to you or too affectionate when we first talk but, I have severe abandonment issues and rely on jokes and endless love to prevent people from seeing my negative qualities. I don’t like opening much because of it so, please, don’t bash me for it, I’m getting better but, it does occur a lot for me. I want to make friends and try desperately to do so but, I still can’t do it well enough to have too many people around me. I struggle with a lot of mood swings since I tend to put other people’s’ problems before mine and neglect myself often. I don’t have anyone I can vent to or talk to at the moment so, I ignore my problems so, it builds up my feelings since I often feel neglected. I’m getting better with keeping optimistic but, these are just small issues I still struggle with.