- I have to give meaning to things but in order for that to happen, there has to be meaning at all
- parties aren't parties if you can't make mistakes
- or if everyone is making mistakes
- the best conversations I've ever had were after/during/before throwing up
- I'm half way prim between too much ambition / demand and constantly being drugged
- though sleepless either way
- faking emotions again
- talking to the mendota
- Midterms
- psych--tomorrow
- I know nothing about cognition
- August
- Projection
- To read: The Botany of Desire
- I am afraid of making a willing leap off of the equinox appts
- underager rager
- i want to party this weekend
- I am too busy to pause and recollect on my emotions, but i did this on purpose because I Knew
- I am the captain of my fate/master of my soul/yadda yadda etc etc
- Radio
- Newspaper
- Newspaper #2
- i hav 2 write
- i have so much work to do
- i prolly have anxiety and it interferes with every single basic function i have
- i literally am not scared of anything though
- am i even worrying??
- rainbow obsidian to protect me and to cut the cords
- malachite to clean my thoughts and processes
oct 5 2016 ∞
nov 4 2016 +