Specific Memories

• Leo refused to do anything sexual with me until I graduated because he didn't want the 2 year age gap to make me nervous. Once we did, he actually asked Arashi to help him figure out what he should do to make me comfortable and excited and happy. He didn't do most of what Arashi said but it still made me really happy and he was very good to me. He did leave bruises on my neck and it made Sena really angry. It was funny.
• I had some issues with self harm when I was in school, entirely due to stress and putting too much pressure on myself to be perfect. Leo would always try and help me when he saw the cuts on my arms, or when he came over and found me bleeding or crying. He didn't understand it too well, but he tried his hardest to take care of me anyways. He always told me his Kasa wasn't allowed to be sad, because if I was sad it meant he wasn't doing his job well enough. I always laughed because he would go on and on about me and it made me feel so much better.
• I was always nervous when we were practicing and we got to my solos the first few times because I didn't want to perform anything less than perfectly. After every run that we still needed work on, because all of the members of knights just needed to get more used to the songs, Arashi would always come up to me and give me their advice on how I could improve my solos. It made me feel very confident in myself when they would say to practice just the way I had already done it because it had given them chills or had just sounded right!
• Leo and I got together basically by a huge surprise. I fell in love with him when I finally got to see how soft he really was inside, and when he asked me out it was with a love song he wrote for me.