Specific Memories

• Leo refused to do anything sexual with me until I graduated because he didn't want the 2 year age gap to make me nervous. Once we did, he actually asked Arashi to help him figure out what he should do to make me comfortable and excited and happy. He didn't do most of what Arashi said but it still made me really happy and he was very good to me. He did leave bruises on my neck and it made Sena really angry. It was funny.
• I had some issues with self harm when I was in school, entirely due to stress and putting too much pressure on myself to be perfect. Leo would always try and help me when he saw the cuts on my arms, or when he came over and found me bleeding or crying. He didn't understand it too well, but he tried his hardest to take care of me anyways. He always told me his Kasa wa...

• I was abandoned by my original trainer. He was a very young boy and he was probably... not really supposed to be training pokemon just yet. He wanted to evolve me into an espeon. But when I evolved into a sylveon he left me behind around route 123 in the Hoenn region.
• When I was found by my actual trainer, I was so skittish and sad that he refused to battle me ever even after having gotten me comfortable and affectionate. He did contests with me and spoiled me and made me feel safe and loved
• He took me to the alola region once, and I made friends with an alolan vulpix that he caught just to start doing contests with me and be my friend.
• When she evolved into a ninetails she loved to lie down with me and let me nap on her tails. She was so protective of me.

• I was in a poly relationship with the oddballs. Everyone was very very happy, and Rei especially was affectionate to me. He would sit with me while we worked on things for our unit and play with my hair. When I fell asleep on other people he would take pictures and tell me how cute I was later, and when I got red and embarassed he would just grin and kiss me.
• Kanata was also pretty sweet to me. he liked to play with my hair, and sometimes he would pull me into the fountain with him. He also loved it when we all took him to the beach.
• Wataru loved to do magic with me, and he always told me how impressive I was and how much fun it was.
• Shu was very protective of me, and when I was in switch and Tsumugi was giving me some problems and outed me, he actually physically menaced Tsumugi and told him th...

• On my first date with Chaoyang I ended up dozing off and he just took off his jacket and put it around me so I could nap. I woke up a little later and he just smiled and told me he was so happy to see me again.
• Satsuki and I talked a lot about my relationship, and even if he was my baby brother he always gave me such good advice! He always told me to just be open and not hold myself back. I didn't, and Chaoyang seemed so happy that I was willing to give him affection all the time.
• When I woulf get jealous of people satsuki was close with, he would alllways end up saying something to make me feel better. and the one time he didnt, and i told him i was upset, he came to me and sat with me and hummed, and told me that i was being pretty silly for being his cool big brother. he told me that no one was ever ...

• I was extremely depressed, and when things would get really hard, if I ever had to duck out of practice because I wasn't upset, after a while, Kanata would come out to me and he would sit with me and stay quiet until I told him what was wrong. He would always just make some sounds and tell me things that relaxed him. After a bit, Chiaki would come out and sit on my other side, and he would tell me he believed in me and that he loved me. Then Shinobu and Tetora would come and sit with me too and it just felt so nice. It was like a little family.
• Shinobu and Tetora asked me sometimes who I had a crush on but I never really liked anyone.

• I was in a poly relationship with the other members of Osiris. Ray proposed to Makoto, Shin, and I in paris. It was very sweet and I remember how happy he was when we all said yes. He kissed us all one by one after we did.
• Ray took me to buy a notebook on one of our first dates, and he told me to write about my feelings in it because writing things out would be easier than talking about it since I struggled to talk about my feelings.
• Makoto one time took all of us cycling and he brought an entire backpack full of pocari sweat and made us stop every so often to hydrate because he knew we werent used to it
• When I didn't feel well, Ray always found ways to comfort me. He liked to take me out on nice dates to make me feel loved.
• Makoto and Shin were in a pretty perpetua...