- processing last year's school year at the beach, reading 'it's kind of a funny story' (and lending it to the shelleys who tell me my annotations where always the best parts) and 'penguin's poems for life' to give it as a gift to y. with annotations
- off creating dadaist collages and finishing my photography project finally
- learning myself how to play the keyboard and starting off with abba's 'lay all your love on me'
- grad parties and getting smashfaced everytime
- the last ten hours of down the rabbit hole with rum-drunken positivity from people you know for three days and feel like you've known them for years, ending up dancing the night away to techno, wanting to list all your talents when they ask you for one, my purple festival pants and laura palmer es una puta espifina cocaina shirt, car seat headrest on desperados, the seaweed burger, soesja's plaid jacket, lesbian lingo party with spinvis playing in the background, frontrow friendship at daughter, swimming in the lake at sun, pj harvey, i held a left hand belonging to drunken and sad matt berninger from the national for multiple seconds, frontrow at daughter with anne, lakisha, sanne and norisha having the best of laughs, stuck in the tent with sasha and arya in the rain and herrings coming loose, heart to hearts, the love, the love, the reinvention of love
- a twin peaks marathon with plato in my favorite jacket
- rollercoaster rides with plato for her birthday, sitting soaked in tea cups, i've never laughed so much on a day that my face hurt, and the road to her heart, a two times three hours train ride
- beach trips with friends and the one wbere plato goes the runaway route and we get strawberry daiquiri's and ceviche with avocado, grapefruit and sweet potato, we see two movies i want to see including one featuring a kuroshitsuji vibe, a cannibal ferry boy in love with a genderfluid peer in 17th century france
- kissing the wrong person and this time taking responsibility and working on it, deciding it means closure
- heythuysenhuisfeest, jackbox.tv with people who are as passionate about music as i am, who get all my references, and staying up with my moon-skulled love in bed, leaving saying "hey nerds" and them telling me to wait a second because they're on drawful and then gathering around me wanting to see my snap story, a family feeling
- the museums in vienna and what friedensreiche hundertwasser, gustav klimt, glenn ligon, guyton/walker and other contemporary artists in mumok make me feel, vintage cocktails at heuer, lying down in and going up the st. charles' church, palace schönnbrunn and the visions you get from the gardens and the café with the pianist playing abba, theme park prater, the many conceptually amazing cafés, 'vele hemels boven de zevende' van griet op de beeck in the airplane, dating apps to make international friends, i'm alright
- fixing the relationship with my mum, possibly forever, on the way home and crying of joy
- v. telling me "anytime"
- a homestuck meeting at the efteling and uh, aaron
- nijmegen and getting chai tea and cheese cake with a boy who i should have never met but at least he showed me his art and the town, at least i got to meet up with our mutual friend
- international youth camp in dominio vale do mondego and meeting yacob, briar, carla, lea, lotte, david, annemiek, wochan, minho, karolina, subcategories are: yacob and i falling off benches all the time but only when sitting next to another, the conversations between me and yacob, helping out the priest during the consecration of men, yacob walking me to the bathroom at night bc i'm scared of the dark l m a o, the toothbrushing club ("when is lotte coming? she's always late" but briar and i never gave her a notice, then carla appears out of nowhere as if she has a sixth sense for our club meetings, then we have a special guest each night and then lotte finally appears and we tell her she's late and we go back to our tents again, "you can't borrow my toothpaste" "why not" "it's not-- [looks around] it's not biodegradable"), goofing out with david all of the time, killing briar with chan, briar running after me angrily after she found out and me yelling "you can't chase me i'm sick!!!", starting a boyband with chan, minho and alex, talking about christian rock and not holding a siesta with annemiek, "we only have fun, i know nothing about you" lotte says to me and then she stays outside of my tent to listen to my life story, and again later at the first campsite we stay up til 1 to laugh at more of my tragedies, carla telling me "you're my mr. brightside", "ik maak een lijst van alle dingen die ik wil doen als ik thuis ben" "lotje bezoeken lotje bezoeken lotje bezoeken" "er staat nu vooral pottenbakken" "ik ben een pot" "weet ik daarom noem ik het", clowning workshops and our final act at open stage night with lea, rachel, finian, jaap, tijmen and pawel, killing karolina with minho and chan during a boyband jam session, jumping into the water next to the second campsite upon arrival only five times on the first evening and lotte calling me "way too happy" and her commentary on my accent "you sound exactly like ellen page" "you've been talking to nathalie too much", our concert at faia, hiking with david, jonathan, nathalie, sunny, lobke and hestia, bread with mayonaise and cheese, bread with tomato spread, the mondego river hike with lotte while laughing the entire time, singing adele with adélla during the hike to faia, arrival at the second camp site and having the best of talk about music with david, chan and lotte and laughing so hard the entire time, lotte singing "small hands" by keaton henson to me while i'm sick, lotte cutting her hair on open stage, the sports workshop's act during open stage and yacob looking so happy and also yacob again during drumming with rosalie en finian and yacob making me really happy, sharing our best memories with minho and carla
- getting my septum pierced, seeing 'absolutely fabulous' in the cinema and getting spinach pizza on percy jackson's birthday which is my birthday
- pokémon go-ing with quentin and zofia and david and his friends
- my first time alcohol poisoning at a get-together of my class last year
- danny phantom marathonning danny phantom fentos thermos danny phantom ghost boy shirt merch danny phantom everything, miraculous ladybug too
- at the end of summer meeting cleopatra
jul 22 2016 ∞
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