emilie, 961129, brazilian. infj / sagittarian. enjoys reading books at cafes, spending quiet nights alone, petting animals, the east asian cinema, talking about feelings, stargazing, crying while listening to pop music and falling in love passionately with new things.

• ✉ social media:
• twitter / spotify / instagram
• letterboxd / goodreads

• demian
• siddhartha
• der steppenwolf

• sol em sagitário
• lua em leão
• mercúrio em sagitário
• vênus em escorpião
• marte em virgem
• júpiter em capricórnio
• saturno em áries
• urano em aquário
• netuno em capricórnio
• plutão em sagitário
• ascendente em touro

• como preparar o chá
  • infusão: folhas e flores
    • adicionar água fervente sobre a erva, tampar e deixar em repouso por cinco minutos.
  • decocção: cascas, sementes e raízes
    • colocar a erva em uma vasilha com água fria; ferver por três minutos e deixar descansar por cinco minutos.
• a maioria dos tratamentos com chás são feitos com 3-4 xícaras por dia, fora das refeições.

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• açafrão: estimulante, asma, bronquite, digestivo, estimula a secreção da bílis
• alfafa: afecção nervosa, cistite, prisã...

ficção

• hear the wind sing
• pinball, 1973
• a wild sheep chase
• hard-boiled wonderland and the end of the world
• norwegian wood
• dance, dance, dance
• south of the border, west of the sun
• the wind-up bird chronicle
• sputnik sweetheart
• kafka on the shore
• after dark
• 1Q84
• colorless tsukuru tazaki and his years of pilgrimage
• killing commendatore

coletânea de contos

• acampar
• tocar neve
• aprender um terceiro idioma
• ler todos os livros do meu autor favorito
• tomar banho em uma banheira
• ir no show de um artista que eu goste
• viajar de avião
• conhecer um outro país
• visitar um museu
• participar de uma degustação de vinhos
• assistir a uma peça no teatro
• viajar de metrô
• fazer trabalho voluntário
• ter uma adega
• ir num show da taylor swift

• you see someone, but you don’t really see him, he’s in the wings. or you notice him, but nothing clicks, nothing “catches,” and before you’re even aware of a presence, or of something troubling you, the six weeks that were offered you have almost passed and he’s either already gone or just about to leave, and you’re basically scrambling to come to terms with something, which, unbeknownst to you, has been brewing for weeks under your very nose and bears all the symptoms of what you’re forced to call i want. how couldn’t i have known, you ask? i know desire when i see it—and yet, this time, it slipped by completely.
• i liked how our minds seemed to travel in parallel, how we instantly inferred what words the other was toying with but at the last moment held back.

• (...) if you’re really good at something, i mean if there’s nobody, or hardly anybody, who’s as good as you are, then you’ve got to be serious about that. don’t mess around, for god’s sake.
• (...) and when you really love something, then it loves you back, in whatever way it has to love.
• and all the people there were intensely real, wildly alive and totally meaningful, and i alone was a dream, a figment which had never really touched anything. i felt that i was not, never had been and never would be a living part of this overpoweringly solid and deeply meaningful world around me.
• it seemed clear that wars were not made by generations and their special stupidities, but that wars were made instead by something ignorant in the human heart.

• he was always sad about the world. it was a large reason why i loved him. we'd sit together and be sad and think about being sad and sometimes discuss sadness.
• on his last human day, he said, 'annie, don't you see? we're all getting too smart. our brains are just getting bigger and bigger, and the world dries up and dies when there's too much thought and not enough heart.'
• i tried to dream up to the stars, but i didn't know how to do that. i tried to find a star no one in all of history had ever wished on before, and wondered what would happen if i did.
• i review my memories and make sure they're still intact because if he's not here, then it is my job to remember.