April

  • MUSIC
    • <3 my lockdown playlist <3 <3 <3
  • CONTENT
  • READS
  • PEOPLE
    • camille charriere!
    • kindacool
    • joan kim!
    • MAINE
    • COMELEC :~(
    • 29th core
  • FOOD
    • chocnut
    • betty crocker double chocolate cookies (that mommy baked for isaac's birthday!)
    • kambal pandesal pandesal with nutella
    • kambal pandesal cheese bread
    • chunky chips ahoy
    • pringles
    • piattos
    • vcut
    • mommy's bread pudding
  • LIFE
    • camille's "one in, one out" policy when buying clothes
    • joanday & kindacool vlogs
    • going downstairs to the den when i wake up to watch the fosters with b and earl
    • reading <3
    • being active on goodreads
    • scouring carousell for books
    • writing more on my journal
    • READING!!!!!!!!11
    • downloading youtube videos offline and watching them before i sleep
    • love notes from previous heads + some of 29th
    • defrosting my banana before i eat it
    • adding local books to my cart
  • MEMORIES
    • april 4; watched snakes on a plane and daddy said "puta" after a jumpscare HAHAHA
    • april 5; FINALLY FUCKING FINISHED THE UNDERDOG TEASER I WAS WORKING ON FOR THE PAST WEEK!!! THANK GOD!!! today maine also paid me and it was an amount i was both expecting and not expecting at the same time. weird. sometime in noon, i unearthed a document called "september 19" and didn't even know until i read it that i started thinking about being company manager that early
    • april 6; in the morning i went downstairs and found b and earl watching the fosters season 1 in the den! conducted my first two core interviews with bradly and von. in the evening, me and b found out about some family drama ~__~ also re-downloaded instagram and twitter after not having them for a week
    • april 19; made my purchase of the isla sandals fom munimuni <3 both nervous and excited cus i got a size 9 upon their recommendation. at night, i downloaded kpop songs again and they're now part of my lockdown playlist :")
    • april 21; mommy made banana muffins! we had no vanilla so it wasn't as sweet as i would have liked, pero puwede na, it was yummy!!!! i put nutella on top hehe. i also had a call with audrey pe earlier, who now has me thinking of going on a gap year and then taking up my masters
    • april 21; had a facetime shoot with gabby and then another shoot with ate lourdes! so happy with how the photos came out. i also finally vidcalled with my 29th EB for the first time and i'm so happy :") as a query, i asked them to describe one person in the EB without saying who, and the responses were taurus (mio), foreign (pia), nice (stef), omg i forgot esee, dana, and kat's sad
    • april 23; mommy made tofu and potato curry for dinner and it was so yummy!!! <3 <3 later, we finished core deliberations at exactly 12:00 and now i'm about to draft the acceptance emails hehehe what a time to be alive
    • april 28; spent the day editing my portfolio site! i burnt the two nutella pancakes for breakfast and burnt the ones in the evening din love that. and in the evening dee gave us a surprise of letters from our previous heads :( she also told me na she has a chat with 29th WITHOUT ME AMPUTA sana they have something planned for my birthday : ) LOL
    • april 29; had our first tfg business meeting! so excited!!!!!!
    • april 29-30; lit rally started and ended extracurricular with B. SO GOOD. hope there's a season 2
    • april 30; after dinner, daddy said na since i'm leaving my teenage years could i talk about good memories with him. ended up telling him my two favorite memories: when he gave me that 10-peso coin in grade 3 because i was scared of the whole class knowing i got a 0 in a math seatwork & that time we were in the car with b entering mc, and i asked him if it was true that parents get mad at their kids because they love them. tried so hard not to tear up talking about that first one lolz. i should write about it one day. daddy said so too <3

May

  • MUSIC
    • HIPS playlist
    • fire for you - cannons
    • move - taemin
    • due west - kelsey lu
    • superclean - the marías
  • CONTENT
  • READS
  • PEOPLE
    • blueREP <3
    • any smilovic
    • mommy, daddy, earl, isaac, b, ate lourdes
    • TFG
    • square hihi
  • FOOD
    • mommy's banana muffins
    • kambal pandesal pandesal with lily's peanut butter
    • BETTY CROCKER DOUBLE CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES!!!
    • shakey's hehe and all the leftover from my birthday
    • mommy's ube bread pudding
    • kitkat!
    • mommy's undercooked banana muffins because she missed a step and now they're ultra light LOL
    • cheese wiz + lady's choice peanut butter sandwiches
    • the m&m's and kitkat in mommy and daddy's ref LMFAO
    • chocolate icea cream & hershey's cookies n cream ice cream
    • selecta quezo real ice cream
    • MOMMY'S POTATO PANCAKES
    • MOMMY'S BANANA BREAD DAWG
    • crunch chocolate hehe
    • milo powder in a bowl LMAO
  • LIFE
    • dancing in the shower <3
    • watching long youtube vlogs
    • working out first thing in the morning
    • kind of falling into the routine of waking up at around 9 am, working out, showering, and then staying in bed watching youtube til lunch, and then being productive after lunch
    • watching filipino booktubers from time to time! my fav one's ian reads
    • trying to read, trying not to stress out about things too much
    • learning to live without my laptop
    • eating breakfast in the morning! lolz i haven't done that in a while
    • eating snack <3 <3 <3 and eating breakfast
    • trawling through local publishers & adding things to my cart
    • adding things to my cart, leaving it, and then removing impulse additions :") i love #CONTROL2020
    • taking pictures of my food kahit snack lang
  • MEMORIES
    • rediscovered shotfromthestreet and she's doing book videos now!
    • may 2; added a shit ton of books to my anvil publishing + admu press cart! as well as liked books on carousell lololol. also emailed anvil regarding books that are out of stock or no longer being printed on their site :~) i lov philippine lit! ONDO FINALLY POSTED A VLOG TODAY TOO OMIGOD she has a cat
    • may 4; my birthday! <3 got the best gift from mommy and daddy. woke up having dreamt of sir martin (?) and i spent the day not doing anything work related. i took a nap and watched youtube lots and lots. also received my three zadie smith books which included an extra bonus book as a freebie!
    • may 5; had a ~meeting~ with mommy and daddy about finances and am now very confused! abs-cbn shut down today too. i'm thinking a lot about habits and life as well. and reading. and writing
    • watched the half of it with gabby with netflix party and it was supa fun ~__~ i FINALLY watched tatbilb 2 after
    • may 12; made a note on my phone of youtube video ideas! also met with BM cast, which included renowned alumni. was fangirling over reb atadero lel
    • may 14; watched cuddle weather with mar and eliz <3
    • may 15; mommy made pancakes for breakfast that weren't maya pancakes. i kept thinking about how yummy it would taste with chocolate chips (which we don't have) or milo powder (which is in the pantry). for lunch she also made me a potato pancake with cheese (I LOVE HER SO MUCH), but it was too salty huhu. still ate it though <3 before lunch, maine also offered me another internship hehehe which i said yes to. we watched the godfather for this movie night
    • may 23; tonight i played werewolf with TFG extended for the first time and it was so fun :") makes me wonder when me, micka, and bei will introduce someone new to the group, if we ever will~
    • may 25; daddy's last day home before going back to work tomorrow! went downstairs and saw him in earphones and trying to learn a piano piece by watching on his phone; core meeting was super fun as usual, and i'm glad i was able to tell them to use their dept chats more and be more participative and responsive, and reassure them that me and esee are there for them; mommy made BANANA BREAD FOR THE FIRST TIME (laging banana muffins) AND SOBRANG SARAP crusty on the top and moist inside yummy yum. she got the recipe pala from the one in alicia; watched my best friend's wedding and loved it really <3
    • may 26; woke up at 6:30, right just as daddy was gonna leave for work. it was so weirddddd but i got shit done in the morning. had COA kamustahan and me and nicole just kept laughing and chatting HAHAHA
    • may 31; downloaded podcasts on my laptop and found out that leandra revived monocycle! during dinner, we talked about using GCQ as an opportunity to go home to the province. if we do, i'm

saving the podcasts for the roadtrip

June

  • MUSIC
    • SVT'S HENGGARAE ALBUM
    • i wish - seventeen
  • CONTENT
  • READS
  • PEOPLE
    • (young) robert de niro ;(
    • SEVENTEEN!!!!!!!<3<3<3<3
  • FOOD
    • clover
    • kellogg's special k vanilla almond cereal with evap and milo powder CHEF'S KISS
    • mommy's french toast with cheese (and cinnamon powder)
    • cold green mangoes marinated in vinegar and patis
    • mommy's (medium-sized) banana muffins
    • jin ramyeon with cheese
    • cheese omelette
    • MILO NUGGETS
    • KRAFT CHEDDAR CHEESE MY LOVE
    • keso ice cream !!!!
    • mommy's french toast with president cheddar cheese and CINNAMON WITH BROWN SUGAR. BEST
    • kitkat lolz
    • cheetos king size :~)
    • mommy's penne !!!!
    • MAD BATTER'S ORIGINAL COOKIES
  • LIFE
    • reading!
    • stan twt :")
    • sitting on the white seat in the living room and using the cushioned stool as a table
    • realizing i prefer banana loaves over banana muffins because the denser the bread is, the more moist and soft it is inside (sherep)
    • GOING! ON! STAN! TWT!
    • intermittent fasting
    • reading anna canlas' articles on philstar
    • daddy saying "alright alright alright alriIIIIIGHHHHTTT!" in a singsong voice LOL
    • since May ko pa toh fav pero earl wearing his seafoam "allergic to mondays" shirt on mondays HAHAHA
    • streaming svt hehe
  • MEMORIES
    • june 1; ate taho for the first time in forever!!!! i think we ate some nung birthday celebration ni daddy, i'm not sure. but the taho was yummy
    • june 5; we watched dave (1993) and while we were watching, one of the characters used "ought" in a sentence and i saw earl look up the meaning on the merriam webster app on his phone sobrang cute HAHHA tas i told him ang cute he's searching for the meaning and sabi niya he heard his teacher use it na before
    • june 6; i read acotar in the morning and didn't log in social media until i read 100 pages, which i did! <3 <3 <3 kuya sandy (daddy's hairdresser) went to the house for home service and earl shaved his head omg !!!! super love
    • june 7; FALLING IN LOVE WITH SVT AGAIN. started when i saw that like17subs uploaded a subbed version of vernon's eng tutor episodes, and i watched all the episodes again, then watched going svt, and then svt dropped their first teaser for a summer comeback :"( my forever boys
    • june 10; was checking my spotify followers and went to B's profile and saw my FRIDAY NIGHT PLAYLIST which i made in 2015 and vaguely remember. it has so many songs and i'm so happy. i also have no idea how it's there kasi it's not on my playlist sidebar so like ? bruh? HAHAHA
    • june 13; typing this at 12:59 am, finally finished watching all going seventeen 2020 episodes! yeheyyyy
    • june 15; mommy cut my hair in the side yard!
    • june 22; svt's comeback :") was so so so happy. ate a mad batter original cookie in the den while b ate tteokbokki <3
    • june 24; watched this one day video, listened to pop danthology 2012 & 2013, and listened to counting stars, demons, and paradise. jus felt like it HAHAHA played all of these from my laptop in the living room while b and cacques were in the family hall. also listened to cornelia street live and ang ganda
    • june 30; it's 12:59 AM as i type. miss ani (seokboop) on twitter is catching up on going seventeen and has been making a thread of her reactions EH AKO NAMAN i scrolled through and found some moments cute & funny, and realized i haven't seen them yet. so i watched some and... here's vernon being touched that jihoon prepared dinner, seungkwan and mingyu making eye contact when yawning, soonyoung asking vernon for a bite of his sandwich, minghao saying the chant pre-concert, and seventeen's ideal cut in manila. the last ep, i can't believe i never watched? like bih i'm even doubting if i went to the concert, but i did naman. i guess i thought that them riding viking wasn't that concert idk. i was so taken aback na i never ever saw that ep? like was i waiting for eng subs and forgot to watch? what's up dawg i'm so lost talaga hahaha but i'm glad i saw that episode and the others
mar 31 2020 ∞
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