"What I love in you is your power of loving, a bit wild, a bit primitive, but absolute." — Renée Vivien

  • jamille, jam (she/her)
  • april 7, 1999
  • bicol, philippines
  • INFJ: the advocate
  • type 7: the enthusiast
jul 23 2018 ∞
nov 7 2019 +

short-term

  • write freelance
  • read more journal articles
  • go to the beach more often
  • write a zine on mothers
  • have a steady daily/weekly routine
  • upgrade my wardrobe

long-term

  • build authentic friendships
  • live on the outskirts of naga where trees are plenty and read read read all the time
  • study philippine literature for graduate studies
  • teach literature
  • involve myself in mass organizations
  • travel all over asia
jul 23 2018 ∞
sep 17 2019 +

planetary positions

  • sun: aries
  • moon: sagittarius
  • mercury: pisces
  • venus: taurus
  • mars: scorpio
  • jupiter: aries
  • saturn: taurus
  • uranus: aquarius
  • neptune: aquarius
  • pluto: sagittarius
  • lilith: scorpio

houses

  • ascendant - aquarius
  • ii - pisces
  • iii - taurus
  • iv - taurus
  • v - gemini
  • vi - cancer
  • vii - leo
jul 23 2018 ∞
aug 7 2018 +
  • "There is nothing more truly artistic than to love people." — Vincent Van Gogh
  • "There is nothing I would not do for those who are really my friends. I have no notion of loving people by halves, it is not my nature." ― Jane Austen
  • "Wherever I am, the world comes after me." — Mary Oliver
  • "All things good are good: poetry…patience…a ripe tomato on the vine…a bat in flight…the new moon…me in your arms…things like that." — Nikki Giovanni
  • "She had the grace of wild birds, and love gloried in her pulse." — Adonis
  • "I'm going to make everything around me beautiful - that will be my life." — Elsie de Wolfe
  • "That is happiness; to be dissolved into something complete and great." — Willa Cather
  • "I am teaching myself how to be free." — Florence Welch
  • "I read the way a person might swim, to save his or her life." — Mary Oliver
oct 15 2019 ∞
nov 7 2019 +
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i wanted to list all the content i'm consuming, starting october

december

  • films and videos
  • literature
    • king's rising by c.s. pacat
    • the summer palace and other stories by c.s. pacat
    • janus silang at ang labanang manananggal-mambabarang by edgar calabia samar
    • little weirds by jenny slate
    • dekada '70 by lualhati bautista
  • music
    • pang by caroline polachek

november

  • films and videos
    • steven universe
    • modest heroes: ponoc short films theatre ...
oct 25 2019 ∞
dec 7 2019 +

"To have loved is everything." — Mary Oliver

  • words
  • studying literature
  • walking home in a perfect weather
  • conversations with fellow literature majors
  • spontaneous nature trips with nathalie
  • seventeen
  • the boyz
  • looking at the moon
  • discovering new music
  • road trips around bicol
  • discovering books in the university library
  • animated films
  • the familiarity among friends i don't see very often
  • clear blue skies
  • the softness and warmth that emulates from other people
  • a good cup of coffee
jul 23 2018 ∞
mar 22 2019 +