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may I be the tiniest nail in the house of the universe, tiny but useful. may I stay forever in the stream.

aug 24 2016 ∞
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jan 24 2021 ∞
nov 3 2021 +
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'but the recollecting of bloom — keeps making november difficult' — emily dickinson, how happy i was if i could forget

      • no self-hate
      • no excuses
      • no regrets
      • no quitting


    • 30; the last day of november, woke up with a headache. this is what i get for staying up late watching homecha, fried egg & adobo as my late breakfast / early lunch meal, finished washing the rest of my laundry and hung them up to dry for the day, blueberry bagel with cream cheese for merienda, everyone napping in our parents' airconditioned room to cool off from the heat of the afternoon, sleeping too much and woke up when it was already dark outside, my dog bumping into his frien..._sushi bake_ for dinner, finally got around to finish...
nov 1 2021 ∞
dec 2 2021 +
  • "I go to replenish my emptiness, to stretch my nights and fill them fuller and fuller with dreams." — Virginia Woolf
  • "I have dreamt in my life, dreams that have stayed with me ever after, and changed my ideas; they have gone through and through me, like wine through water, and altered the color of my mind." — Emily Brontë
  • "I do not love so to take something—my love is not a mask or a flag. The way a spring gushes, the way the sun gleams. I love: a flood." — Adonis (tr. Khaled Mattawa)
  • "If blue were not blue how could love be love. But if the body were made of rings. A loose halo would emerge in the telluric light. If anyone were entrusted to verify this rare occurence. As the petals starts to dwindle and curl unto itself. And only then. Love, blue. Hallucogenic blue,...
jan 3 2021 ∞
oct 31 2021 +