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"and fantasy it was, for we were not strong, only aggressive; we were not free, merely licensed; we were not compassionate, we were polite; not good but well behaved. we courted death in order to call ourselves brave, and hid like thieves from life. we substituted good grammar for intellect; we switched habits to simulate maturity; we rearranged lies and called it truth, seeing in the new pattern ...

*Ash* follows:
lisa humanity (2020)
black lives matter
thatsamazing music (cool spotify playlists.)
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  • Miami Trip w/ Steven
  • Night After Miami Trip
  • Barack Obama sworn in as President (1/20/09)
  • Resigned: Colliers after 5 Yrs. (01/19/09)
  • Start new job at NAI Realvest (02/02/09)
  • The entire evening & next morning w/ steven 01/28 - 01/29/09) :P
  • My 24th Birthday (02/08/09)...sitting next to steven in church, lunch & the park, pic shopping, xoxo. dinner w/ the fam...the entire day was memorable.
  • Our 1st Valentines together: Carrabbas, long islands, yankee bear, hugs, kisses <3(02/14/09)
  • Spending the day w/ Steven & my sisters...Burned up film reels (Yes Man), starbucks conversations... and the craziness that followed later that evening...oh man. (02.15.09)
  • Backyard excursion w/ S.R (02.22.09)
  • Thumb Wars 2009! (Except the occasions where it lands me trouble) :P
  • Baldwin & utter happiness (03.01.09)
  • Drawing all over eachothers backs w/ washable marker (03/2009)
  • Trips to CFL ZOO w/ Steven, Lily & Cici (Loved elephants) (04/18/09)
  • Bike riding to Steven's peaceful place (04/18/09)
  • He laughed when he saw me coming up the walk to his house after some miscommunication b/c he loved me so much he couldn't stay mad. (04/18/09)
  • Sitting at Denny's, on a rainy night, long after we finished eating & just talking about everything & anything, but everything meaningful. <3
  • Sitting on couches at our local starcracks discussing & bargaining on names for our future child(ren)...Ethan Ray, SILAS, Eden, Yahaira Marie(05/2009)
  • My 25th birthday..pigging out w/ steven and gab at Cheesecake factory. (02.08.10)
  • Valentines Day - being woken up to discover my card, my gift and the table covered w/ kisses. Seeing balloons on the wall, having to pop each as quietly as i could to find each balloon contained a note from him and coming to the last balloon which held a beatiful heart shaped ring. Discovering my card was in spanish and having him translate it for me. Reading love verses from the Bible with steven, gabby and barb. <3 Bomber Man and Jeremiahs with my love and falling asleep happily. (02.14.10)
  • Easter Sunday - Sitting in church w/ Steven, his MOM & Little Brother!! Lounging in the patio w/ glorious weather. (04/04/10)
  • NYC Trip with Steven and his family. So much fun.
jan 19 2009 ∞
jun 14 2013 +