- its over
- I never thought itd be over
- I used to look at every one elses relationships and think mine was so much better. mine was longer and would continue to be longer. I was wrong. i love him so much. I know he loves me too. I wish this hadn't happened. I wish I didn't have the beliefs I do. I wish I never had written that letter. I thought everything would be okay. I woke up today thinking everything would be okay. and even after he told me, I still thought everything would be okay. its so hard. This is going to be so hard. I don't know how to live now. Its been years since I had to deal with this.
- can't eat, can't sleep, can't breathe.
- rain
- strangers keep trying to be nice because I have that I-just-cried look tattooed onto my face
- its like somebody died. the loss of a best friend.
- being this upset has made me physically sick
- I love him.
- I love him.
- I love him.
- I hate him.
sep 29 2010 ∞
oct 12 2010 +