girl ; 20-something, forever rocketgirl

theater practitioner / museum worker / writer / educator

apr 14 2017 ∞
aug 27 2021 +
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active

under construction / hiatus

mar 29 2020 ∞
aug 27 2021 +

to do

  • rewrite notes from meeting
  • meet with Jenny
  • __ project calendar
  • __ fresh ideas for episode 2 notes
    • collage
    • sound byte (with translations) . . upload as private
  • __ plan episode 3
aug 29 2021 ∞
sep 13 2021 +

to do

  • __ finish leather bags
  • __ include wallet from drawers
aug 29 2021 ∞
aug 29 2021 +
  • tarot reading - 8/17
  • i'm so sick of myself - 8/22
  • __ reflections on gene key 10 - 8/20
  • commitment as ability to surrender - 8/21
  • __ reflections: capricorn north node and cancer south node - 8/22
  • __ reflections: stereotypical leo
  • __ reflections: stop applying to be creative
  • __ grief - blog post for aug 23
  • full moon reflections - aug 23 (22)
  • __ alfredo and isabel aquilizan, reflections from the webinar
  • __ security, job security
  • __ notes during ny grandma’s wake / this is not a eulogy - 9/2
  • painting
  • tarot reading - SHADOW - own interpretations - 9/5
  • __ tarot reading - resonance, selene's no...
sep 5 2021 ∞
sep 16 2021 +

list

  • desktop
  • documents (main)
  • __ downloads
    • __ torrents and media files

diary

  • 09/10/2021: full battery charged, it ran!!! was able to write a journal entry. generally okay except for the sound of the fan. 45 minutes. more than 1 hour of battery left.
  • 09/11/2021: booted without charging. started organizing documents. 47 minutes. 1 hour of battery left.
  • 09/13/2021: booted without charging. however, i decided to charge at the 00:51 mark. sound of the fan was somewhat aggressive. charged again. 43 minutes.
  • 09/15/2021: booted while charging. didn't finish charge. 47 minutes. more than 1 hour of batt...
sep 10 2021 ∞
sep 16 2021 +
  • __ soundtracks that defined a moment
  • poems i like
  • __ concerts attended
  • __ art events & openings attended
  • __ autobiography per year
  • __ positive self talk and reminders
  • __ film masterlist
  • __ complete bts memes from my phone
  • __ bts (albums, eatjin, vlives, films, series)
  • nct (albums, series)
  • __ iu (albums)
  • __ places to go (see list from my iphone)
  • __ podcast: this american life (organize)
  • __ podcasts: masterlist
  • __ organize - art words / creativity
mar 28 2020 ∞
sep 7 2021 +

notes on art and being an artist I've treasured over the years

"Nobody tells this to people who are beginners, I wish someone told me. All of us who do creative work, we get into it because we have good taste. But there is this gap. For the first couple years you make stuff, it’s just not that good. It’s trying to be good, it has potential, but it’s not. But your taste, the thing that got you into the game, is still killer. And your taste is why your work disappoints you. A lot of people never get past this phase, they quit. Most people I know who do interesting, creative work went through years of this. We know our work doesn’t have this special thing that we want it to have. We all go through this. And if you are just starting out or you are still in this phase, you gotta know its normal and the most important thing you ... - Ira Glass

may 9 2020 ∞
may 9 2020 +

2013

  • Doctor Who: Series 7

2014

  • love, rosie (original motion picture soundtrack) . . various artists
  • girls chase boys . . ingrid michaelson
  • like crazy (the score) (original motion picture score) . . dustin o'halloran

drowning out commute. especially with the trio of songs life with grace, take me to a higher plan, and get me back . lunch times spent learning how to subject myself to a 20-minute nap and wake up as scheduled

2015

  • Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist
  • Never The Strangers
  • OMFGG No. 1

2016

mar 28 2020 ∞
aug 28 2021 +
  • bloomjulyflame.tumblr.com
  • dearjulyflame@gmail.com
  • @bloomjulyflame

actual notes

  • once when i was 19, i kept a secret from my mother, and i think that was the start of all the cracks in our relationship.
    • once when i was 19, i kept a secret from my mother. i think that was the start of it all – all the cracks in our relationship.
    • and it still is a secret
    • bars over eyes / an old photograph overlaid slightly optimized over it to give the image of form that is not quite (nam jun paik and the candles)
    • 09/13/2021
  • wash your plates the way ideal you would wash them
sep 13 2021 ∞
sep 16 2021 +