• yesterday was a confession day
  • mom saw my scars/// i told dad about it
  • mom yelled&fought///dad listens
• "i'll call your therapist" - dad- "you might need medication"- dad-
• "i could go to the liquor store and get drunk everyday, but i don't" - mom-

mother

• "your brother has real problems!"
• "i can't stay in this house with you."
• "i never thought i'd feel this way about one of my children."

thank you mom thanks! u r a big help

i hate you sometimes i hate you i hate you

chris broke up with me again

i told him his stuff is waiting at my house but he hasn't picked it up yet+++

(?) will we get back together (?) dunno, seemed like it was the end. he told me "he doesn't think he can do this anymore."

• fuck
• no hard feelings- none at all no
• * seriously fuck everything. i have nothing to look forward to. there is nothing in my life.
• i need a car
  • then maybe i'll be happy