good good times tonight

2 packs of marlboro reds and his basement

• reminds me of summer
• his smell so familiar and warm

kissing___ i missed it so much-- pinning me down on the floor faces close waiting_ kissing

• you taste so wonderful

touching__not too much i wouldn't let you-- "taking it slow" remember? you do but you want to take it back-- "maybe i shouldn't"-me

• "you're teasing me" i know i'm sorry i want it too "tease me more" no no no no -(yes)[in head] no no
  • but it's better to spend time not doing THAT~

you wanted it me so bad (i could see it through your jeans) not tonight though just not tonight

"i like you so much" ~ not the exact words i desperately need to hear but -close-

holding hands on the car ride home''the fact that it was your idea--your first move--memories and feelings

touches your fingers and bracelet but can't look you in the eyes for too long

you're depressed when im not around because you don't see me and i'm working and school and you're home sitting doing nothing

mom doesnt like us together again__ i don't care i don't care at all

i needed this and you -_so bad_-

"adorable" and "i like it a lot actually, you looked so sexy tonight" cheap words about appearances but i keep them in my head