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i am cold and lonely and lost
too young and too old
i don't understand anything fully
too often overcome by sadness and bad bad feelings
fragile not fragile not
i want to be a fairy or a butterfly or a flower or a grey and white feather
i will never be innocent again, i have given it away too quickly and for the wrong reasons to whom may be the wrong person
sexual disgusting shallow
i loved you first for you and then only for the sake of loving someone anyone
even when you don't love me back
even especially when love becomes a dead word and means i have no conception of
but it's gone now...all feelings have been lost or stolen or just fading slowly; pressed between the pages of words and drawings you gave me somewhere in the beginning of it all