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Remember that all suffering is made up by your & others' heads ("pain is inevitable, suffering is optional"). Remember that state of serenity on Oct 22-23, 2019 as a truly healthy state. And gently steer yourself into doing 3/3/3+1 with curiosity, self-compassion, mindfulness, the learning-goals approach instead of the performance-goals approach where possible (Er. S.' stuff helps!)

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  • Gogol Bordello - Last One Goes The Hope

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(one of them, on-repeat)

to regain contact with the "soul":

  • Daughter - Human for 20-40min while doing nothing (i.e. get focused on the music)
  • Soko - Don't You Touch Me; We Might Be Dead by Tomorrow; Happy Hippie Birthday

TO GET ROUTINE WORK DONE:

A bulletproof song for early spring weather

  • Alina Orlova - Vaiduokliai

Normal, a bit sabotagey

  • Nina Simone - Feeling Good

Recovery after short-term emotionally exhausting experiences:

  • Arvo Pärt - Spiegel im Spiegel
  • Eric Satie - Gymnopedies 1-2-3 OR Gnosiennes 4-5-6
  • Om Namah Shivaya by I don't know whom (discovered mp3 via twitter)
  • Still Corners - Don't Fall in Love

Managing a mild form of a sabotaging urge: (make me passive enough to continue doing the work; are dynamic enough to not slow down the work)

  • The Ronettes - Be My Baby
  • Birdy - Wings
  • Agnes Obel - Aventine (2013) album

To tough up:

  • Gogol Bordello - Underdog World Strike

If feeling lowly/needy but still having enough willpower & toughness to be productive:

  • Alina Orlova - Sielos Sala
  • Alina Orlova - Po Tiltu
  • Woodkid - Iron

If needy for tenderness & being in a softie mode but having to do some pragmatic work:

  • Alina Orlova - Twinkle Twinkle Little Star (but first: 1h+ off-computer: cook sth and read some fiction)

Quiet warmth with some bitterness, disappointment

  • Bebe - Siempre Me Quedara

Overslept & can't seem to wake up completely, but have some client work to do:

  • Alina Orlova - Vaiduokliai and then Zeme Sukis Greitai

Gloomy weather, almost normal energy level, client work to be done

  • Alina Orlova - Twinkle Twinkle Little Star

When having a strongish pain from an unexpected rejection

  • these two kind of match the tonality, but don't inspire work though
    • Daughter - Human -- but isn't a 100% match
    • Agnes Obel - The Curse
nov 16 2013 ∞
apr 14 2015 +