girl, aging girl, is haunted by own nothingness and devours views from windows (stories, movies, overheard talk and sights in the street, pictures in newspapers, etc.) with continuous feeling she is 'just about', miraculously, to come into her own — her own life.

— currently reading: israel on the brink: and the eight revolutions that could lead to decolonization and coexistence (2025) , minor detail (2017), gaza in crisis: reflections on israel's war against the palestinians (2010)

— currently watching: ♥ smallville V (2005) — anpan (2025) , asuka (1999), carnation (2011), dandan (2008), gegege no nyobo (2010), hitomi (2008), kaze no haruka (2005), manpuku (2018), teppan (2010), tsubasa (2009), umechan sensei (2012) — me and who (2025) , romantic anonymous (2025)