• psychology
  • anthropology
  • peace corps
  • creative writing? ew
  • japanese silk robe when im older
  • french bakery
  • au pair (DOING)
aug 14 2014 ∞
aug 3 2015 +
  • sad
  • depressed
  • melancholy
  • restless
  • unhappy
  • tired
  • inconsolable
  • desolate
  • calculated
  • cold
  • pathetic
  • disappointed with myself
  • creatively frustrated
  • so angry at epilepsy
mar 7 2012 ∞
sep 30 2014 +
  • i don't care about how my hair looks anymore
  • i'm too lazy to look good so i just cycle the same outfits every week
  • i drink a lot more water
  • my skin is more oily
  • i am constantly either melancholy or trying to impress someone
  • i can't control what i say
  • i'm a bitch
  • i study never
  • i regret never studying
  • i still get a's in french and biology and literature HOW
  • im in college now and it's hella weird
  • i dropped out of college it's weird
  • im back in college it's mildly weird
  • college is weird
  • i dropped out of college again for health reasons
  • im apathetic
dec 8 2011 ∞
feb 7 2015 +
  • cannot survive it without a good mellow soundtrack
  • vanilla and candles
  • chai tea
  • wool sweaters and scarves
  • little women (1995)
  • long telephone conversations to faraway cities
  • spruce
  • ice and snow and rain and sleet and slush
  • sparkles and sparklers
  • hot cocoa
  • a few good friends
  • anna karenina
  • sad movies with blankets
  • lookin out over the city
dec 8 2011 ∞
nov 27 2013 +
  • mais oui
  • oui oui oui
  • si si!
  • cette jour la
  • beh ecoute, toi!
  • t'es fou
  • je rigole moi
  • la pluie
  • moi j'adore!
  • oui c'est ca
  • en tout cas
  • sans blague
  • mouais
  • a bientot
  • a toi
  • plutot
  • tout fa├žon
  • ben
dec 7 2011 ∞
dec 29 2012 +
  • learn more chopin
  • drink more water
  • eat less bread
  • write
  • stop saying "im fine" when ur laying on the ground with bruises all over u
  • read more
nov 30 2014 ∞
aug 3 2015 +
  • 19/2 =65.5
  • 20/2=66.0
  • 2/3=66.6
  • 9/3=63.5
  • 10/3=62.1
  • 12/3=68.3
  • 30/9 (2k14)=62.5
feb 20 2013 ∞
sep 30 2014 +
  • studying
  • cleaning
  • studying
  • painting
  • singing
  • not blogging
  • getting off my ass and not just thinking about myself
dec 10 2011 ∞
mar 19 2014 +
  • the lavender stalks around my bedroom
  • lipstick
  • the vanilla candles
  • matches
  • empty perfume bottles still holding onto their scent
  • rain, thunderstorms from open windows
  • toast with butter
  • preservatives in the bio lab
  • clear, crisp mornings
  • expensive clothing fresh from the store
  • newly picked flowers
  • fresh warm laundry
  • rose incense
  • peonies
dec 7 2011 ∞
may 30 2014 +
  • white winter hymnal-fleet foxes
  • red ribbon foxes- a fine frenzy
  • o come o come emmanuel-sufjan stevens
  • train song-feist + ben gibbard
  • a chat in the underground- zbigniew preisner
  • falling awake-gary jules
  • the ladder-andrew belle
  • creature fear-bon iver
  • ne dit rien-serge gainsbourg + anna karina
  • go outside-cults
  • sister winter-sufjan stevens
  • white christmas-banjo of freakout
  • these days-nico
dec 7 2011 ∞
nov 27 2013 +
  • the unimaginable vastness of the universe
  • how things were discovered or invented
  • composing music
  • becoming a better writer
  • people who have complete faith (religiously)
  • earthquakes
  • if people like me
  • why people do the certain things they do
  • how do airplanes fly
  • what cats think
  • what happens after death
  • what it's like to be really spontaneous
  • what it's like to be in love
  • if there's such a thing as love
  • outer space
  • the end of the world
  • is there a difference between the mind and the brain
  • 3D printers
dec 7 2011 ∞
feb 7 2015 +
  • paint it black // janet fitch
  • she's come undone
  • play it as it lays
  • the usual rules // joyce maynard
  • when god was a rabbit
mar 5 2015 ∞
aug 3 2015 +
  • janet fitch
  • michael cunningham
  • michael ondaatje
  • nicole kraus
  • tennesse williams
  • joyce maynard
  • gillian flynn
  • joyce maynard
  • joan didion
may 30 2014 ∞
mar 5 2015 +
  • melanie laurent
  • marion cotillard
  • diane kruger
  • joanne froggatt
  • emma thompson
  • caterina scorsone
  • jemima kirke
  • lena dunham
  • sissy spacek
  • michelle dockery
  • keira knightley unfortunately
  • gillian anderson
  • sandra bullock
feb 29 2012 ∞
mar 5 2015 +
  • burberry weekend
  • miss dior cherie
  • chanel eau de chance
  • burberry by burberry
  • viva la juicy by juicy couture
  • atlas by comme des garcons
  • daisy by marc jacobs
  • sunflowers by elizabeth arden
  • eau de chloe by chloe
  • balmoral rain by anthropologie
  • la vie est belle by lancome
  • rose oil
  • red root chakra oil
dec 8 2011 ∞
feb 7 2015 +
  • my first reaction is wanting to run around and scream
  • so i scream inside my head
  • then i want to cry
  • then i feel i need to justify myself if i've been wronged
  • then i want to run away from it
  • then i actually cry
dec 7 2011 ∞
dec 18 2013 +