- Planet of the Apes (original)
- Who Framed Roger Rabbit
- Pocahontas
- Tarzan
- The Rescuers
- The Hunchback of Notredame
- Rum Diary
may 31 2012 ∞
may 31 2012 +
- make up
- hair
- Get dressed
- pack bag
- roll cigarettes (optional)
- bring all my money
- ask kelsey for a ride
mar 16 2012 ∞
mar 16 2012 +
- spontaneous
- fun
- innovative
- exciting
- new
- unpredictable.
- adventurous
feb 24 2012 ∞
feb 24 2012 +
- Fantastic Planet
- Swirly designs
feb 4 2012 ∞
feb 4 2012 +
- Mom/Dad take me shopping downtown bangor
- pipe
- bathing suit
- suit case
jan 14 2012 ∞
jan 14 2012 +
jan 6 2012 ∞
jan 7 2012 +
- memories from last fall and winter
- having plans cancelled on me when I've been excited about them
- reading something in a novel that I can relate to perfectly
- sad parts in Disney movies
- when everything seems to be going wrong
- beautiful moments
- sudden sobering moments
- feeling helpless and hopeless
- songs that make you feel so light that it lifts you up, and melts your heart
aug 13 2011 ∞
feb 24 2012 +
- I am a solitary person, and people can't understand that I'd rather be alone most of the time than with them. It isn't like I'm choosing another person over them, I'm choosing myself, which is understandable.
- I'm such a nervous, self conscious person.
- I want what I can't have, so as soon as I know that the other person really likes me, I usually lose interest.
- I'm very selfish and impulsive.
- I can be annoying.
- No matter what, it will end quickly, and badly.
may 7 2011 ∞
feb 24 2012 +
- Music that fits exactly how I'm feeling at the time.
- Blanket nests
- My rabbit Charlotte
- Tulips, well all flowers
- Glitter
- The forest, and nature in general
- Long walks leading nowhere
- Shadows
- The view out my therapist's window . There is a tall window with a diagonal shadow across it, and I love it. The shadow is always in the same place every session. Sometimes I don't pay attention to what she's saying and just look at it.
- Ryan Apple O' Clair
apr 30 2011 ∞
mar 16 2012 +
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- Study for pre calculus final
- Read English story and do homework
- Three English journal entries
- Study for history chap 21
- Study for Spanish chapter two
- Study for Chemistry final
- Study for English final
- Study for History final
may 31 2012 ∞
may 31 2012 +
I love Ryan Apple O' Clair so much. I want to make him so happy, I need to try harder. He tries so incredibly hard to please me, to make me happy in every way possible. There's no way I can lose him, I have to do everything I can to make him never want to leave me. He's the only person I could see myself growing older with, raising an adorable child with. Working together to create a life with. Adventuring with. I know he is who I am meant to be with, so chill the fuck out. Do not freak out about everything! Almost nothing you freak out about is important. Please stop because it devastates Ryan. Go with the flow, be spontaneous! Make this relationship an exciting adventure,
mar 10 2012 ∞
mar 10 2012 +
- Don't stop smoking, but when you get the munchies go for healthy natural things. You'll feel better and look better with healthy things in your body. Smoothies are delicious. Before you consume something, think "Is this natural? Will eating this make me feel good about myself?
- Have some self confidence! Don't act all helpless and weak, because you're not. You've been through a lot, you can take care of yourself. Keep your head up, and think positively about yourself, because you are beautiful, and can have a beautiful personality. Just don't be an asshole about it.
- Help others out as much as possible! Help wash the dishes or make dinner, do little favors, show that you care. You have such amazing people in your life, and they do a lot for you, so return the gesture.
- Don't act ridiculous and jealous. It's ob...
feb 11 2012 ∞
feb 17 2012 +
- A compass
- A good sharp hunting knife
- Small pot
- Medium width rope
- Book of edible plants
- Lots of fire starting materials (matches, flint)
- Survival book
- Small ax
- Corncob pipe
jan 6 2012 ∞
feb 17 2012 +
- La Nausée (Nausea) by Jean-Paul Sartre
- Welcome to the Monkey House by Kurt Vonnegut
- Into the Wild
- L'étre et le néant(Being and Nothingness) by Jean-Paul Sartre
aug 14 2011 ∞
feb 17 2012 +
- Psycho
- This is Spinal Tap
- The Graduate
aug 13 2011 ∞
feb 17 2012 +
- If we get in an argument, he always apologizes eventually.
- I am his #1 favorite person in the world.
- He says, "You make my heart soar like a hawk."
- He is very intelligent and well read.
- He introduced me to many novels, films, and music.
- He puts me before himself no matter what.
- My love of the outdoors and nature was probably because of his love for it, and all the adventures we'd have outside.
- Awful Waffles
- "And I'm not so sure about you."
- All of the fish we've raised
- That he's in a cool rock band that he loves, and that he loves making music.
- His stories about the 60's and 70's
may 7 2011 ∞
aug 18 2011 +
- Go to doctor appointment. Remember to mention the terrible ringing in my ears
- Get a large black coffee
- Grab job applications from various businesses
- Do health worksheets, math worksheet, read Beloved
- Do laundry
- Drink coffee
- Clean room at my mother's
- Light candles, incense, read Beloved , listen to calming music, take anxiety medicine. Just relax.
may 1 2011 ∞
aug 18 2011 +
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- Kelsey - 2073857437
- Nashon - 2073853558
mar 16 2012 ∞
mar 16 2012 +
- fold laundry
- pack bags
- take shower
- hair
- makeup
- get dressed
- "read" chemistry chapter and take notes
- make diagram of human ear
- Do everything you can to make Ryan happy. Get up and get him things, roll him cigarettes, pick up after yourself, make him feel loved, stay positive no matter what because why shouldn't you be? The most amazing man on the planet loves YOU. Be positive so he will stay positive, and then be positive and happy together for a long, long time. OH and do not hit yourself around him, please. If you feel like you have to do it remind yourself that every time you do a little part of himself dislikes you and himself more. Just do not giv...
mar 10 2012 ∞
mar 16 2012 +
- Chem flashcards
- History flashcards
jan 19 2012 ∞
jan 19 2012 +
- Make Sociology study guide
- Precalc Midterm packet
- Anatomy Project
- Spanish Flashcards
- History visual
- Art cartoon sculpture (spirited away)
- Write art paragraph
- Out of class assignments
- Stay positive
- Eat less/more healthily
- Live beautifully and naturally
- 2ce
- Acquire flowers
- English flashcards
- Hang out with Chelsea - Bring Weeds season 5 and dick weed
jan 6 2012 ∞
feb 17 2012 +
- The thought that the people I love and admire the most will not like or need me anymore, and leave.
- Commitment.
- My mood swings, especially the long periods where I feel like the only thing I can do is distance my self from everything I love.
- Being alone.
- Thunder and lightning.
- That this terrible unrequited love I have will destroy me.
sep 16 2011 ∞
sep 16 2011 +
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