I love Ryan Apple O' Clair so much. I want to make him so happy, I need to try harder. He tries so incredibly hard to please me, to make me happy in every way possible. There's no way I can lose him, I have to do everything I can to make him never want to leave me. He's the only person I could see myself growing older with, raising an adorable child with. Working together to create a life with. Adventuring with. I know he is who I am meant to be with, so chill the fuck out. Do not freak out about everything! Almost nothing you freak out about is important. Please stop because it devastates Ryan. Go with the flow, be spontaneous! Make this relationship an exciting adventure,