• me and charlie were at the house of some relative of his. i think it was halloween.

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• having a party in my backyard
• roasting marshmellows. random people were there. some that i would never hangout with.
• charlie went to drop this girl off, it was sam studley.. and i was waiting.
• he came back and there was a group of people around him. he was telling them how he made out with her. i was like wtf. and threw an eggroll at him. it hit him right in the face.
• he got pissed and ran to the other side of the yard. i followed him and was like freaking out. he didnt care.
• i asked him why he would do that. but he didn't really answer. then christina interlicchio came up and was like you know thats not all they did. and shes telling me about how he ate her out. so i started freaking out more. and then shes like and they had sex.
• so i was hysterical crying i couldn't even breathe. he still was just standing around not caring at all. angela panagos came up to me saying something and i started yelling at her cause i was really upset. and she got pissed and stormed off.
• i kept crying and crying. but i was walking around doing stuff. i cried so much i started throwing up. it looked kinda like sand though. i kept throwing up. we went into the house and i kept throwing up.
• all through this he hadnt said a word. he wouldnt talk to me.
• we were apparently supposed to watch lotr. my dad woke up and was asking me if we were going to. he didnt notice i was crying.

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• i woke up after this. then went back to sleep and had this dream
• it was christmas time and i was at aunt marias. nana was still alive. it was her, aunt maria,theresa and kathy sitting at the table. me and alexa sat down and theresa showed alexa a picture of daniel and joejoe that she made into a christmas ornament. when we walked in my dad said hi and only nana said "hi john" then she asked him to turn on the lights more.
• then my mom came in but i could only see her from the back. she looked really different. she was putting something on the kitchen counter
• my dad asked if we ever got to watch lotr and when did i fall asleep? i told him around 6 finally.
• then charlie texted me and i woke up. because he actually did in real life.