• i went back in time to 1988. it was my parents wedding. im not sure what year they were really married.
• in the beginning everyone was in a field. they were taking pictures. my mom was running around setting things up because she wanted good pictures. her bridesmaids were in different colored dresses. yellow, black, and teal i think.
• she wanted them to alternate the colors and have them ly on the ground with her in the middle. she ended up notbeing in the middle.
• i didn't recognize any of the bridesmaids but the rest of my family was there. we were taking a picture of all of us standing up. aunt maria was infront of me and danny jr. was in back of me. noone knew who i was i dont think. just some random relative.
• at one point i was with anita in the present, watching her run around and do stuff in the past. she looked so young. and i made a comment about no kids.
• then i was at the ceremony i think. sitting next to my dad. with uncle anthony and someone to my right. and 2 other people to my dads left. my dad was talking to me i cant remember what he was saying. i was texting joe telling him that i went to 1988 and i was sitting through my parents wedding. he never answered. being at the wedding started making me really depressed and i couldn't stay anymore. i ran out and went looking for a tattoo parlor.
• i found one and told the guy i wanted two skeletons with a heart in the middle with 1988 at the bottom.
• he was excited about it and got the gun out, he was going to do it freehand. but i told him no, and that i'd draw it out. so i did, but it came out terrible. i was distressed and ran out of the shop.
• i was on the corner of a street crying, and some old woman from the wedding came up to try to console me.
• i think at the end of this dream is when i made myself wake up, so that it was like i was coming out of the timemachine and was back home.

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• i somehow ended up at a party by myself. everyone was doing hard drugs and i was really scared.
• i decided to take a tab of some drug. i cant remember what it was.
• i ended up sitting on the floor in a living room. there were a few girls on the couch next to me and a big tv. some guys were walking around and sitting on the floor.
• someone knocked on the door and everyone started freaking out. it ended up being some big guy with white hair and black eyebrows. he layed down near me. he took my phone and i had his. but my stuff was in his phone now. but it wouldnt work on his phone.
• i texted charlie telling him i was scared and didnt know where i was. he never answered.
• i decided to talk to the girls to find out what town i was in. they were suprisingly very nice. they told me i was near 110....
• i ended up getting out. and was home somehow. then charlie texted me to see if i was okay.
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• i was in a big castle land. like a WoW village. a lot of my family was there. and i was like the head of the town.
• an ostrich was attacking me, and i had a metal hook thing and was fighting it. my horse was gone. so i called for someone to send me another.
• a gold horse ran up and i jumped on.
• we rode to a tented area. there was a game going on.
• we were all sitting in tubs that went around a circle. they were filled with cereal.
• i didnt know the rules or object of the game. so i just started taking the cereal out of the person behind mes tub. and filling mine.
• that seemed to be the point of the game so we all started doing it.
• at one point i gave a handful of my cereal to the person behind me and then took a handful of theirs. we were all eating the cereal.
• later there was like a rotating buffet of different things. i wanted the reeses cereal.
• someone was complaining to their mom that they wanted to stay. she wouldnt let them.
• we were talking about how it would be so cool to stay here. that we could play lotr.

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• i was on a train with danielle, someone, and joe i think.
• i overheard danielle whispering to the person that i stopped doing fashion design because i wasn't good enough.
• i said to her that i stopped because i just didn't like it. i wasn't mad at all. i just wanted her to know the truth.
• she looked at me open mouthed and shocked because she didn't want me to know she thought that.
• i said to her that its okay. that i thought her fit portfolio wasn't that good. but i said she grew a lot and is better now.
• she got extremely mad at me, and wouldnt talk to me. she got up to get off at the next stop.
• then alissa was there and mad at me. it was like she was danielle. she was making nasty comments at me. and then saying oh are you going to go out with scott blah blah. because i am. and i was like no. why would i do that.
• alex reid was there and a girl from the party in my other dream. we were talking about how the train was delayed. and they might do drug tests on the passengers.

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• random things i remember-
• charlie was going to pick me up, but his ex girlfriend was in the car with him. so i didn't want to go.
• nothing happened when i did the drugs.
• during the wedding dream, i could actually feel the tears in my eyes while i was sleeping. i think i actually cried
• there was a really creepy old lady with a white face, white hair, and black holes for eyes.