- i've been obsessed with reading about people dieing lately.
- i still can't cope with the fact that my dad is a complete moron.
- everyday i suppress thinking about all the asshole-ish things he does. but there's always one day where i let my mind slip and i get extremely upset.
- i feel like i am close to noone anymore.
- and that i relate to noone.
- also that i can't rely on anyone except me.
- but even i am not someone to rely on. i feel like i have accomplished nothing.
- i feel like i really need a break from life and to just go somewhere and explore for a while. i want to take a trip somewhere new.
- everyday is the same thing. it depresses me.
- i hate when i get in these moods, i don't want to do anything.
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