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"넌 그저 그렇게 아무렇지 않게
넌 웃고 있는데 들리는 네 말에
You always say "I'm okay" 하지만 다 보여
너의 마음속 외로이 흐느끼는 너
조용한 방 불을 끄고 나면
환하게 웃고 있던 넌 점점 시들어가
아무도 없는 빈 공간
가끔 긴 한숨만 들리는 밤
너의 마음속 외로이 흐느끼는 너"

bookmarks:
a ~ notes (favourites 2024)
travel (north / never-ending braindump)
petra media.
to do.
games (dragon cave)
  • What is your idea of perfect happiness?
    • Living every day doing the things I love with people I care about.
  • What is your greatest fear?
    • Going through my life without following my dreams, finding myself in a rut I can't escape, being in a place where I have no control over my own life. Also crying in public, especially at school.
  • What is the trait you most deplore in yourself?
    • Not being able to express my thoughts and feelings to others or even understanding them myself, and sounding like a rambling idiot when I do try.
  • What is the trait you most deplore in others?
    • Being self centered and rude, not caring how their actions affect others.
  • Which living person do you most admire?
    • Stray Kids (I know that's 8 but I don't care)
  • What is your greatest extravagance?
    • My drawing tablet
  • What is your current state of mind?
    • "And there are clouds in disguise (I know), And I'm always terrified They might just rain on me, I'm losing my mind (I know), But I think I'll be alright, Just hold my hands you'll see" - Scaredy Cat - DPR IAN
  • What do you consider the most overrated virtue?
    • Popularity, strength
  • On what occasion do you lie?
    • All the time, but usually nothing big
  • What do you dislike about your appearance?
    • Legs, thighs, weight, hair
  • Which living person do you most despise?
    • My grandparents, my dad sometimes
  • What is the quality you most like in a man?
    • Caringness, understanding, gentleness, respect, good sense of humor
  • What is the quality you most like in a woman?
    • Probably the same ^
  • Which words or phrases do you most overuse?
    • "Obviously", "literally", & "shit"
  • What or who is the greatest love of your life?
    • I'm not entirely sure, but I'll say my friends and my mom.
  • When and where were you happiest?
    • When I'm on vacation, and when I hang out with my friends
  • Which talent would you most like to have?
    • The ability to run a marathon.
  • If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
    • My ability to self motivate.
  • What do you consider your greatest achievement?
    • Getting 2 gold keys and an honorable mention for my art in scholastics, and my 5k pr.
  • If you were to die and come back as a person or a thing, what would it be?
    • A cat, or a bird. Maybe a raven or flamingo.
  • Where would you most like to live?
    • This is a really hard question for me, because I wanna travel and see so many places, I don't want to be confined to one place. But ideally, somewhere with cooler/moderate weather and near a city.
  • What is your most treasured possession?
    • My drawing tablet and my ring.
  • What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery?
    • Similar to my greatest fear, going through your life and not being who you want to be, and being so deep into a bad place that you don't have the power to get out.
  • What is your favorite occupation?
    • Artist, fashion designer, stylist
  • What is your most marked characteristic?
    • Reserved, nails, eyeliner
  • What do you most value in your friends?
    • Understanding, caring
  • Who are your favorite writers?
    • I wish I had some, but when I read I don't really read much from the same author, and I haven't been reading much lately, although I want to.
  • Who is your hero of fiction?
    • Maleficent, Cruella, Spiderman
  • Which historical figure do you most identify with?
    • Anne Boleyn
  • Who are your heroes in real life?
    • Stray Kids
  • What are your favorite names?
    • Felix for a boy and Yvonne for a girl
  • What is it that you most dislike?
    • That empty, depressed state when it feels like there's no hope, and nothing will ever get better.
  • What is your greatest regret?
    • Everything about myself before summer 2022
  • How would you like to die?
    • Peacefully when I'm very old, after I've accomplished everything I want to.
  • What is your motto?
    • "Fuck it"
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