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tudo o que sou, cantarolado em estrofe. . .
”my mind's a kaleidoscope, it thinks too fast / blurs all the colors 'til i can't see past / the last mistake, the choice i made / staring in the mirror with myself to blame / sometimes i'm afraid of the thoughts inside / nowhere to hide inside my mind / i'm scared that you'll compare and i'll look a lifetime past repair / i second guess myself to death, i re-solicit every step / what if my words are meaningless? what if my heart's misleading this? / i try to capture every moment as it comes to me / bottle up the memories and let them keep me company”
”you're all on your own and / you lost all your friends / you told yourself that / it's not you, it's them / you're one of a kind / and no one understands / but those cry baby tears / keep coming back again (…) i look at you and i see myself / and i know you better / than anyone else / and i have the same faucet in my eyes / so your tears are mine”
”couldn't wait to turn fifteen / then you blink and it's been ten years / growing up a little at a time then all at once”
“and i'mma scream and shout for what i love / passionate but i don't give no fucks / i admit that i'm a lil' messed up / but i can hide it when i'm all dressed up / i’m obsessive and i love too hard / good at overthinking with my heart (…) sorry if i'm up and down a lot / sorry that i think i'm not enough / and sorry if i say sorry way too much”
”i guess i'll always be this way / swallowed up by the words and halfway to space”
”so, how can i ever try to be better? / nobody ever let's me in / and i can still see you, this ain't the best view / on the outside looking in / i've been a lot of lonely places / i've never been on the outside / you saw me there but never knew / that i would give it all up to be / a part of this, a part of you”
”i've never been a natural / all i do is try, try, try”
”i've had too much to drink tonight / but i wonder if they'll miss me once they drive me out / i wake up / in the middle of the night / and i can feel time moving / how can a person know everything at 18 / but nothing at 22? / and will you still want me / when i'm nothing new?"
"sometimes i feel like everybody is a sexy baby / and i'm a monster on the hill / too big to hang out, slowly lurching toward your favorite city / pierced through the heart, but never killed"
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