- breaking bones/any injuries ever. i can imagine it happening to myself and i swear i can feel a muted pain in its place.
- overall gore. i try to avoid it as much as i can. i'm a big fan of psychological thrillers, horror too at times, but i cannot handle gore in the slightest. think the Saw series. even if i don't watch it, i will still cry if i can hear it. it gives me nightmares either way.
- large bodies of water (especially dark ones). i hate not knowing what's in the water. i constantly think of drowning while in the water. i will not go into water where i can't touch the ground. drowning is one of my biggest fears.
- the process of going to sleep. i do not like thinking about what i may dream of that night, i don't like when i'm so painfully aware that i have to try to sleep, i don't like dreaming, i don't like any of it. i don't like it at all.
- most insects. flying ones mostly. pretty self-explanatory, but i also have a vendetta against ants. winter is the only time i'm not constantly feeling them crawling all over me, in my bed, under my clothes. i don't know why it happens. the second spring hits and i start seeing them outside, it's like i can feel them under my skin. fuck ants.
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