• Dad
  • Nikon N75 film camera! (-happyhappy dance-)
  • Borders gift card
  • Wall-E
  • Big box of Turtles candy
• Mom
  • New phone
  • Borders gift cards
• Rachel
  • House season 1 on DVD (SQUEAK)
  • Culture Shock gift card
• Rachel's Mom
  • House season 2 on DVD (DOUBLESQUEAK)
• Kendall
  • Monstrous tin of Hot Cinnamon Spice tea t...

• 1-Number of boyfriends I've had
• 1-Number of people that I trust completely
• 2-Number of people I wish were not on this earth
• 3-Number of detentions so far in senior year alone
• 3.5-My GPA
• 4-Number of names in my name
• 5-Number of pets I've had
• 5-Bottles of alcohol in my room
• 5-Number of boys I've kissed
• 5-Number of piercings I have planned
• 7-Number of planned tattoos (I'm sure this will go up)
• 7-Shoe size
• 12-Most drinks I've had in one night
• 13-Favorite number
• 13-Number of people I actually enjoy working with
• 15-Number of years it took me to start ac...

• Good sense of humor. Don't be a dork about it.
• Little scruffy
• Decently tall
• Dark hair, preferably curly-ish
• Pretty eyes (Blue or Brown)
• Any good piercings
• Good and meaningful tattoos
• Strong arms, without looking like you're on steroids
• Sexy abs
• Strong shoulders and back
• Smells good
• Great taste in music
• Well traveled
• Open minded
• Intelligent
• An accent
• Crooked smile
• Hats
• Decently hair free back and chest

• I’d rather spend my life close to the birds than waste it wishing I had wings. House
• We'll live in birds and flowers and dragonflies and pine trees and in clouds and in those little specks of light you see floating in sunbeams... And when they use our atoms to make new lives, they won't just be able to take one, they'll have to take two, one of you and one of me, we'll be joined so tight. Philip Pullman
• Just because somebody doesn’t love you the way you want them to, doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have. Unknown
• What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction. Chuck Palahniuk
• Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions,their liv...__Oscar Wilde__

• Mole on my left cheek above my mouth
• Scar directly below aformentioned mole
• Brown frizz hair
• Big brown eyes with gold flecks
• Appendectomy scar
• Obnoxiously thin
• Scabby lips, from me constantly picking at them
• Too big nose and feet
• Three freckles in a vertical line on my back
• Hole in my right eyebrow
• Monkey hands
• Rabbit teeth
• Half in and half out belly button
• A body full of pointy, jutting angles

• My best friend will always come first, no matter what.
• I cannot picture myself ever getting married
• I am the laziest skinny person you will ever meet.
• I luxuriate in the feeling of sleep. And the dreams that come with it.
• I have obsessive compulsive tendencies, with a steaming hot side dish of depression.
• I love the goosebumps you get when you hear that awesome song come on and start singing along.
• When people play with my hair, it makes me tired and gives me goosebumps all at the same time.
• My trust is hard to earn
• I would give anything to be a mythical creature. (Mermaid, Vampire, Fairy, Witch, Etc)

Places I've been

• Puerto Vallarta, Mexico
• In America:
  • Florida
  • Arizona
  • Kentucky
  • Wisconsin
  • Michigan
  • Minnesota

Places I will experience

• England
• Ireland
• Germany
• France
• India
• Korea
• Japan
• China
• Australia

• Rachel-Most important person, known her all my life, love her more than anyone.
• Mom-Obviously changed me for the better, primary caregiver, has taught me more than I can imagine
• Dad-Obvious as well, I have a huge hate for him but still love him in equal measure, started my anti-trust issues.
• Danae-Known her since kindergarten, she corrupted me but keeps me good at the same time, jumpstarted my love of music.
• Kylie-Also known since I was 5, we're always the single ones, most goodhearted person I know
• Jasmyne-We have the same sense of humor, gets corrupted with me ;)
• Megan-Biggest kid at heart and the kindest girl I have ever met
• Kendall-Huge influence on my creativity and music taste, introduces me to ridiculous amounts of beautiful things.

• Black over white
• Friends over family
• Dogs over cats
• Hugs over kisses
• Work over home
• Pencil over pen
• Hot over cold, always
• Book over movie
• Night over day
• Right over left
• Waffles over pancakes
• Ketchup over mustard
• Mom over Dad
• Myspace over Facebook
• Slow songs over fast ones
• Skateboarding over any other sport
• Boys over girls
• Foreign over familiar
• Tomorrow over today
• Music over movies
• Chocolate over anything else

• Tattoos
  • Intricate floral design stretching from the right side of my neck and down my right shoulder, spreading across my lower back and around the left side of my waist.
  • Cherry blossoms up my side
  • Quote with a bird on my forearm, possibly both arms.
  • Another quote on left shoulder
  • Triple goddess symbol on the back of my neck
• Lip piercing
  • Bottom right
• Tragus and cartilage piercings
• Ears gauged
• Surface piercings below my collarbones
• Staying out all night without telling my mother
• Buying a plane ticket to a previously und...

• Losing the incredible people I have in my life
• Being judged (Both literally and figuratively)
• Limitations and expectations
• Failing myself
• Depression
• A life that never changes
• Losing my memory
• Going blind and/or deaf
• Ladders. I'm not sure why.
• Not living up to my own potential
• Ending up like my parents
• Growing old and not being able to take care of myself

Girls

• Naia
• Ayla
• Amelie
• Esme
• Saoirse (pronounced seer-sha)
• Jayde
• Schuyler
• Blake
• Avery
• Emery
• Reagan
• Hollis
• Abriel
• India

Guys

• Cade
• Josh
• Emery
• Simon

• Twilight
• New Moon
• Eclipse
• Breaking Dawn Stephenie Meyer
• The Perks of Being A Wallflower Stephen Chbosky
• Everything Is Illuminated Jonathan Safran Foer
• Harry Potter 1-7 J.K Rowling
• Lullaby
• Survivor
• Haunted
• Fight Club
• Choke Chuck Palahniuk
• A Great and Terrible Beauty
• Rebel Angels
• The Sweet Far Thing Libba Bray
• Marked
• Betrayed
• Chosen
• Untamed P.C Cast and Kristin Cast
• A Crack in the Line
• Small Eternities

• The Unbearable Lightness of Being-Milan Kundera
• Rant-Chuck Palahniuk
• Invisible Monsters-Chuck Palahniuk
• The Bell Jar-Sylvia Plath
• Anna Karenina-Leo Tolstoy
• Complete Works of Jane Austen
• Complete Works of Edgar Allen Poe

I'm sure there are more.

• Of Angels and Angles-The Decemberists
• Stolen-Dashboard Confessional
• Boats and Birds-Gregory and the Hawk
• The Saltwater Room-Owl City
• On the Wing-Owl City
• Gotta Have You-The Weepies
• Come On Get Higher-Matt Nathanson
• Thieving-Lovedrug
• Island-The Starting Line
• You Belong With Me-Taylor Swift
• Love Story-Taylor Swift
• Kelsey-Metro Station
• Anyone Else But You-The Moldy Peaches
• Sweet and Low-Augustana
• The Girl-City and Colour
• Falling Slowly-Once
• Drive My Soul-Lights
• Something-Jim Sturgess (Across the Universe)
• On Your Porch-The Format

• Domo plush toy
• Nikon film camera
• A new phone
• From Boygirlparty.com:
  • Owl Necklace
  • Octopus Necklace
  • Finch Hoodie
  • Blue Zebra Tee
• From Modcloth.com
  • Doo Wop Panda wallet
  • Hit Parade jacket
• Scarves
• Tights or Leggings
• Trip to Chinatown with the Kendallz
• Starbucks gift cards
• Lip piercing
• Tattoos
• Books

• Jeffrey McDaniel
  • The Quiet World
  • Absence
  • Air Empathy
  • Friends and High Places
  • The Archipelago of Kisses
  • The Secret
• E.E Cummings
  • I Like My Body When It Is With Your Body
  • I Carry Your Heart With Me
  • Anyone Lived in a Pretty How Town
  • Somewhere I Have Never Traveled
• Emily Dickinson
  • If I Can Stop One Heart From Breaking
  • For Each Ecstatic Instant
• Sappho
  • The Moon

• Stopping my mood swings
• Smiling more
• Being more sociable/approachable
• Exercising more
• Being more optimistic, but I highly doubt this.
• Having more motivation with school
• More motivation with life in general
• Actually sharing myself with other people
• Family appreciation
• Not being a workaholic
• More honesty, with everyone
• Being less judgemental, I am nowhere near perfect

• Sight
  • Old friends
  • Sunrise/Sunset
  • Airports
  • Daydreams
  • Bookstores
  • Old movies
  • Cute couples, young or old
  • Any natural landscapes or forces of nature
  • Cities
  • Night skies
  • Animals of all varieties
  • People being selfless
  • Fireworks
  • Snow falling
• Sound
  • Music (especially piano or anything acoustic)

• On the Wing by Owl City
• Boats and Birds by Gregory and the Hawk
• A Walk Outside by Stop Motion Poetry
• The Bolder Thing To Do by Gregory and the Hawk
• Gotta Have You by The Weepies
• Thieving by Lovedrug
• Spidersong by Say Anything
• Casino Clouds by Lovedrug
• Stolen by Dashboard Confessional
• Birds by Kate Nash
• Middle Distance Runner by Sea Wolf
• Love Story by Taylor Swift
• I'm Yours by Jason Mraz
• After Tonight by Justin Nozuka
• Anyone Else But You by The Moldy Peaches
• You're Not Alone by Saosin
• Dress Me Like A Clown by Margot and the Nuclear So and So's
• Kelsey by Metro Station
• Of Angels and Angles by The Decemberists