• my grade in physics
  • the possibility of rain on friday
  • lack of energy
  • what i read
  • the unchanging fact
  • fucking up my list
  • my sudden sadness, just now
  • dinner
  • that time at night when i've got nothing else to do but stare at the ceiling and wish that i was somewhere else not being sad about everything and not crying
  • that other time at night when my neck/back hurts the most right before i lay down and the events preceding that make me too sad to sleep
  • the inevitable insomnia that will creep in tomorrow's morning and keep me from sleeping
may 19 2009 ∞
jun 19 2009 +