• amortentia

baekhyun sees himself kissing a boy. and it's not his boyfriend. ps. a daily dose of fluffy chanbaek to go

• following the borken road back to you

baekhyun's ripped form his world of high fashion and placed back on family farm where he faces the conditional love of nature and the ex-fiance he left behind. ps. country chanyeol idk if i'm gonna like it so take ur time dear myself

• endeavor

chanyeol bets 10 days to love. baekhyun has 10 days to live. they come to an agreement of being the perfect combination. ps. i've read this somewhere in the past and it was,,, tragic. reread?

• where the seas stay the same

• lauv - never not
  • we were so beautiful, we were so tragic
  • i will never not think about you
  • this song carries lots for memories i've tried to forget but fail miserably
  • a reminder for those stupid things i did for someone who wasn't worth it
  • a perfect soundtrack to be played in 2017-2019
• lany - malibu nights
  • nothing in particular made this song associates with you but idk
  • what do you do with a broken heart?
• heize - you, clouds, rain
  • i love to listen to this song while its raining outside when suddenly the thought of you came made this whole scene like it was made out of a sad tragic story

• 10080
  • chanyeol asks for divorce, baekhyun asks for a week asdfghjkl
  • chanyeol being an asshole for cheating on baek
  • sick baekhyun is dying ;-;
  • kyungsoo is an absolute hoe (no jk)
  • i still love you written in binary code
• Stay
  • 10080 spin off people!!!!!! omomomomomo this still hurts but just a bit, not too much like the original work SOBS
  • both c or b are assholes, chanyeol deserve more credit tho. he is an asshole for not trying, for forcing the divorce on b, and for not telling kyungsoo that he already married /chokes/ what an asshole
  • painter!baekhyun xixixixixi his paintings ah what an irony. somber, dull yet humbl...

• the classics - i'm gonna loose you

the classics!!!!!!! credits to papa for always listening to this song back in the day he's still here. at least i have a way to remember you.

• dua lipa - homesick

my absolute sad to go song all the time! brings back memory when i bawl my eyes out, in my room, alone, hoping anything is turned the other way.

• nct 127 - angel

it was the best of the best holiday in my life!!! the most memorable trip in my life where i have the whole family went out, us against the world in order recalling our trip with papa and this song was on repeat thanks to teh ama ;)

• yang yoseob - caffeine

• All Our Secrets Laid Bare
  • auror!drarry huashuahsuhaushahus didn't imagine draco to be a decent human being on top of that he's so knowledgeable of this auror thing and hE'S NEAT! i was sold omg
  • this harry is clumsy yet sassy and so harry but head over heels over draco duhhh
  • a bit of gay crisis there. lot of sexs i see i see. the thing about not telling your best mate about your relationship with the man you loathe back then and get caught in the act of kind-of-riding-him-in-the-office cOUGH COUGH
  • the whole plot is about lucius wanted draco to drop his job at the ministry and just continue his lineage but draco refused so lucius tried to plot him so draco'd be fired instead. sadist ik.
  • my very first drarry fic cheeeeeeffffffff...

what is life? the so-called life span we have, much terror, questions, wonder as to when this life will end. living for 22 years on this earth, with so many experiences either bad or good, has taught me the bittersweet life has to offer. sometimes i cry, sometimes i laugh, the other time i mourn over the loss of something -family, friend, memories, anything that is dear to me- katanya kita menghabiskan waktu tidur lebih banyak dari pada hidup itu sendiri. katanya nangis bisa ngurangin berat badan. katanya hidup itu cobaan.

there are a lot of things i want to share with no one in particular but hopefully someday this will reach certain people i loved the most. funny how i think of leaving everything behind anytime soon (better be prepared right?) so i started to pour every mumbling into this written letter.

22 tahun, menuju 23 yet i am nobody. grow...