katanya "izinkan aku pergi dulu, yang berubah hanya tak lagi ku milikmu" katanya, dan dengan santunya berkata "kau masi bisa melihatku, ku tetap teman baikmu"

i love you so so much but i'm letting you go despite the problem was me. still, i'm letting you go. if that makes you be a better version of you, be the most happiest you, if that's what's best for you and me. i'm ((trying)) letting you go. go do whatever makes you happy, do what you couldn't do when you're with me. i'm setting you free.

lagi lagi dan lagi lagu ini. "kau dan aku saling membantu membasuh hati yang pernah pilu, meski akhirnya tak jadi satu namun bersorai pernah bertemu" katanya gitu, tapi disini tidak saling membasuh hati yang pernah pilu saja karena i caused both of us another damage. tidak apa katanya kalau tidak menjadi satu, setidaknya pernah bersorai karena pernah bertemu.

"the oil is leaking now, the windows are broken, the engine's barely running pretty sure the trip will end, the car won't run on tears" too damaged, sudah terlalu, mau digimanain juga mobilnya ga bakal bisa jalan pake air mata. so the trip is ending.

two perspective. "why do we have to step away now? been hard for me dealing with this space now. no company, wishing we could sit down cause i'm sorry, but you don't want me" aaaAAAAAAAAA regrets

feb 7 2021 ∞
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