• the banshees of inisherin
  • the painted veil
  • gentlemen prefer blondes
  • hereditary
  • the quiet girl
  • three billboards outside ebbing, missouri
  • examined life
  • together
  • empire of light
  • grizzly man
  • cronaca di un amore (story of a love affair)
  • man on wire
  • drive-away dolls
  • les amours d'anaïs(anaïs in love)
  • ghostbusters (1984)
  • the garfield movie
  • hauru no ugoku shiro (howl's moving castle)
  • climax
jan 1 2024 ∞
jul 7 2024 +
  • faces places (visages villages)
  • tár
  • taming of the shrew (1976, william ball stage production)
  • taming of the shrew (1929)
  • the man who killed don quixote
  • twelfth night (Globe on Screen 2012)
  • hamlet: the drama of vengeance (1921)
  • to be hamlet (tv movie)
  • hamlet (1948)
  • throne of blood
  • hollow crown: henry V
  • henry V (1989)
  • the tragedy of macbeth
  • 4 months, 3 weeks and 2 days (4 luni, 3 saptamâni si 2 zile)
  • the silence of the lambs
  • I, tonya
  • malena
  • cleo from 5 to 7 (Cléo de 5 à 7)
  • fargo (1996)
jan 15 2023 ∞
jan 1 2024 +
  • lady bird
  • the birds
  • the witch
  • citizen kane
  • Z
  • legend
  • nightmare alley
  • lost highway
  • queen nanny: legendary maroon chieftainess
  • descendant
  • the worst person in the world
  • slogan (1969)
  • the favorite
jan 30 2022 ∞
dec 31 2022 +
  • north by northwest
  • freaks (1932)
  • frankie and johnny
  • rope (1948)
  • fallen angels
  • into the abyss
  • legally blonde
  • taxi driver
  • battal gazi'nin intikamı
  • I cannot believe this but 365 dni
  • drive
  • lo and behold: reveries of the connected world
  • labyrinth
  • gurbet artık bir ev
  • the blob (1958)
  • the county
  • grand budapest hotel
  • casablanca
jan 22 2021 ∞
jan 16 2022 +
  • doing aerial silks
  • doing scorpion pose in yoga
  • bdsm/fetish club
  • titania costume on halloween if I manage to find an ass
  • learn how to play the piano
  • present a paper at a non-virtual conference
  • classical music concerts - orchestral
  • scottish highlands
  • public sex
  • be at a place in my life where I don't use teabags, and instead have loose leaf tea types to brew with a beloved french press
  • wake up next to the same person for a long time
  • ballet lessons
  • go to a cannons concert
oct 22 2021 ∞
aug 31 2023 +
  • Anti-Oedipus, Deleuze and Guattari
  • Renaissance Self-fashioning, Stephen Greenblatt
  • The Poetics of Reverie, Bachelard
  • catullus poems, in latin and english
  • Norton's Annotated Arabian Nights, tr. Yasmine Seale https://wwnorton.com/books/9781631493638...
  • subject and object in renaissance culture, de grazia - quilligan - stallybrass
  • Dünya sahnelerinde bir türk piyanisti: İdil Biret, Dominique Xardel
  • a companion to renaissance poetry ed. catherine bates
  • handbook to shakespeare ed. arthur kinney
  • ovid - metamorphoses (golding translation)
jun 16 2020 ∞
may 16 2022 +
  • http://www.victorianweb.org/science/scie...
  • susan sontag - pain of others and against interpretation
  • victoria kahn - marvellian rhetoric
  • freud - civilization and its discontents
  • peter weiss - marat/sade
  • ranciere - the emancipated spectator
  • berger - ways of seeing
  • sarah kane plays
  • philoctetes - sophocles
  • in defense of the poor image
  • the body in pieces - linda nochlin
  • walter benjamin - illuminations
nov 12 2019 ∞
may 16 2022 +
  • gaston bachelard - poetics of space
  • parajanov
  • white devil - webster
  • auden's light verse book
  • Hayalet ev : yeni Türk sinemasında aidiyet, kimlik ve bellek
  • walter ong - orality and literacy
  • the architectural uncanny
  • benedict anderson - imagined communities
  • proust - kayıp zamanın izinde
dec 31 2018 ∞
jan 30 2022 +
  • catherine deneuve
  • isabella rossellini
  • irène jacob
  • vincent cassel
  • christina ricci
  • alain delon
  • burt lancaster
  • yves montand
  • jane birkin
  • serge gainsbourg
  • claudia cardinale
  • romy schneider
  • ediz hun
  • david duchovny
  • gregory peck
  • louis garrel
  • lea séydoux
  • cary grant
  • glenn howerton
  • monica bellucci
  • yes, adam driver
dec 1 2016 ∞
jul 16 2024 +
  • learn how to ice skate
  • have magazine hours at the public library - atlantic, new yorker, economist, nyt
  • public library museum pass
  • skaneateles NY getaway
feb 16 2024 ∞
jul 13 2024 +
  • 8x8 and 9x9 glass pans
  • loaf pan
  • bigger umbrella
  • food processor
  • cutlery
  • washing bowl
  • lingua latina per se illustrata
  • cutting board
  • mugs
  • vacuum cleaner
sep 27 2023 ∞
dec 31 2023 +
  • kitty watt
  • bourdieu - the rules of art
  • demonic grounds: katherine mckittrick
  • june jordan
  • angela davis
  • george morrison
  • elizabeth bishop - the imaginary iceberg
  • sianne ngai - ugly feelings (trilogy) emotions, aesthetics, capitalism
  • george chapman - byron & bussy
  • natalie zemon davis
  • lorna hutson - feminism in early modern studies
  • rene girard - mimetic desire - theatre of envy
  • Mermaids and the Production of Knowledge in Early Modern England
  • maik goth - Monsters and the poetic imagination in The Faerie Queene: 'Most ugly shapes, and horrible aspects'
  • the renaissance computer
jun 18 2022 ∞
apr 23 2024 +
  • sans toit ni loi
  • uptown girls
  • king in new york
  • boys in the boat
  • sally chainsaw
  • cinema paradiso
  • gary hustwit
  • antonioni
  • one fine morning
  • somewhere
  • kraliçe lear
  • kadın hamlet - metin erksan
  • faustine and the beautiful summer
  • what have you done to solange
  • priscilla
  • tülay german (didem pekün)
  • 2 or 3 things I know about her
  • kırık bir aşk hikayesi
  • the florida project
  • death becomes her
  • cabaret, 1972
sep 17 2021 ∞
jul 22 2024 +
  • good headphones (beyerdynamic dt 770 / audio-technica ath m50x)
  • floral gilded cup
  • ashtray (something malachite)
  • Spanish children's book / light books
  • silver, red, gold mary janes
  • glitter socks
  • white eyeliner
nov 16 2019 ∞
sep 5 2022 +
  • ice pack in the freezer
  • good knives
  • big cutting board(s)
  • onion-only cutting board, small (I know, extravagant)
  • nice plates and bowls
  • giant bowl for salad or bake mixing and stuff
  • plastic bowls for washing fruit and stuff
  • small lamp
  • personal library
  • chairs, no cushions. wood. four legs
  • laundry basket
  • table, simple, wood
  • V GOOD headphones for classical music
aug 9 2020 ∞
may 9 2021 +
aug 7 2019 ∞
jan 30 2022 +
  • the secret garden (1993)
  • beauty and the beast 1946
  • 36 fillette
  • ever after: a cinderella story
  • jules et jim
  • woodshock
  • the aftermath
  • la dolce vita
  • simon schama documentaries
  • kozmos, reha erdem
  • Boy on a Dolphin
  • loves of a blonde
  • taking off
  • endless poetry
  • jaws
  • the act of killing
  • amadeus
  • white crow
  • fireman's ball
  • cuckoo's nest
  • radio days
sep 2 2019 ∞
jul 7 2024 +
  • raised by wolves
  • the white lotus
  • unorthodox
  • carnivale
  • the sinner
  • touch your heart
  • feel good
  • 7 yüz
  • IASIP S13E1
  • girlfriend project
  • hotel room - lynch
  • black mirror
  • ripper street
  • engrenages
  • the newsroom
  • rome
  • american gods
  • the king: eternal monarch
  • when the weather is nice
  • the flower of evil
  • Irozuku Sekai no Ashita kara
jan 24 2017 ∞
jul 16 2024 +
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  • stoicism
  • why do we become obsessed with tv shows or any fictional characters? why do we care so deeply what happens to them? why do we lose ourselves so greatly in the simple structure of actions and events? why do we care? is fiction the new drug? *crowd cheering noises for the very fit headline*
  • how to raise a child or how to care for a baby? what are compassionate ways to raise, nurture, love a child without never ever setting barriers and overshadowing their personality? how to let them be free while educating them and recreating the world with them? how to educate children?
  • what is the content of the aforementioned 'education'? what should we teach a preschool child, let alone the ones being schooled?
  • marriage. all about marriage, what was th...
jan 6 2017 ∞
jan 9 2017 +
  • cook rare book recipes
  • go back to my old academic writing
nov 17 2022 ∞
oct 7 2023 +
  • psychoacoustics
  • gesta romanorum
  • techno-fascism
  • dictionnaire infernal
  • rob nixon - slow violence
  • doo-wop, soul, gospel, r&b, blues
  • unsymbolized thinking
  • timothy morton - foreground/background
  • rene girard
oct 8 2021 ∞
jan 15 2024 +
  • bach
  • rachmaninoff
  • tchaikovsky
  • mendelssohn
  • debussy
  • ravel
aug 19 2020 ∞
oct 24 2021 +
  • green
  • peppermint
  • chamomile
  • sage
  • linden
  • passion flower - valerian root combo because it temporarily kills my negativity. otherwise it smells + tastes like I would prefer eating my own hand
  • vanilla chamomile
  • chai
  • ginger green
  • earl grey
oct 29 2021 ∞
aug 26 2023 +
  • little joe
  • a short film about killing (decalogue 5)
  • the archivettes
  • Reminiszenzen aus Deutschland
  • parasite
  • accident (joseph losey)
  • cave of forgotten dreams
  • the pruitt-igoe myth
  • in the mouth of madness
  • badlands
  • cries and whispers
  • paterson
jan 7 2020 ∞
dec 30 2020 +
  • the man from earth
  • fille (girl)
  • tabutta rövaşata
  • ashik kerib
  • play it again, sam
  • beoning (burning)
  • capernaum
  • roma
  • andriesh
  • children of men
  • sayat nova (the color of pomegranates)
  • les maîtres fous (mad masters)
  • the king's speech
  • sibel
  • fifty shades darker
  • the guernsey literary and potato peel society
  • into the inferno
  • fata morgana
  • encounters at the end of the world
  • güvercin hırsızları
dec 31 2018 ∞
jan 30 2022 +
  • England is mine
  • djam
  • cafe lumiere (Kōhī Jikō)
  • daha
  • cathedrals of culture I
  • memory exercises (ejercicios de memoria)
  • call me by your name
  • arabia
  • the killing of a sacred deer
  • have a nice day (hao jile)
  • rebecca
  • gaslight (1944)
  • spellbound (1945)
  • suspicion
  • how to talk to girls at parties
  • four weddings and a funeral
  • annie hall
  • sim sala bim (ne sihirdir ne keramet)
  • read my lips (sur mes levres)
  • inside paris (dans paris)
  • you've got mail
jan 10 2018 ∞
jan 30 2022 +
  • picnic at hanging rock
  • a good year
  • suzanne's career (la carrière de suzanne)
  • damage (fatale)
  • chicago the movie
  • yaşamın kıyısında (auf der anderen Seite)
  • louis ck: hilarious
  • pretty baby
  • in the last days of the city (Akher ayam el madina)
  • Simon Schama's 'David'
  • the umbrellas of cherbourg (Les parapluies de Cherbourg)
  • window horses
  • the stopover (Voir du pays)
  • C-blok
  • masumiyet
  • on the milky road
  • the royal tenenbaums
jan 7 2017 ∞
dec 26 2017 +