• 3: volví a hacer este minidiário.
  • 7: noche con l.n.
  • 8: no estudié como me había planeado para escribir un poema.
sep 3 2019 ∞
sep 9 2019 +
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  • ascendant: pisces ♓
  • sun ☉: leo ♌
  • moon ☽: cancer ♋
  • mercury ☿: virgo ♍
  • venus ♀: virgo ♍
  • mars ♂: libra ♎
  • jupiter ♃: aquarius ♒
  • saturn ♄: aries ♈
nov 11 2017 ∞
dec 13 2018 +
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mar 15 2014 ∞
may 23 2019 +
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general

  • favorite color: dark red
  • favorite number: 3
  • favorite letter: B or F
  • favorite pet: cat
  • favorite animal: owl
  • favorite season: due to brazillian climate, winter, which means an autumnal climate
  • favorite hour of a day: 16h
  • favorite word:
  • favorite article of clothing: boots
  • favorite clothing color: tones of brown
  • favorite accessory: rings
  • favorite hairstyle: all long hairs, especially my current style which is close do marc bolan's
  • favorite website: listography, probably
  • favorite body part: face
  • favorite game:
  • favorite sleeping position: lying on stomach with one leg in recoil
  • favorite hobby:
  • favorite restaurant: bar escritório
jan 7 2019 ∞
jul 13 2019 +
  • three small 3x4 photos
    • one of my aunt taken when she was like 20
    • one of my grandparents taken when they were young in which they're smiling and very well dressed
    • one of my ex-boyfriend taken when he was 12 or so wearing a tiny mohawk
  • a book collection
    • a copy of 'the picture of dorian gray'
    • a copy of 'the unbearable lightness of being'
  • a dream diary
  • a gramophone i acquired for 50 bucks
  • a kindle
  • a little old mp4 player
  • a little new mp4 player
  • a little newer mp4 player
  • a music listography book
jan 15 2014 ∞
dec 13 2018 +
  • la animación
  • pequeños recipientes de vidrio
  • cuadernos, principalmente los pequeños y de tapa dura
  • comunicación corresponsal
  • tiendas de segunda mano
  • propaganda política de la urss
  • listar, catalogar y organizar cosas como libros, álbumes de música y qualquiera
sep 18 2016 ∞
oct 3 2017 +
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  • i'm communist
  • i have a tendency to harang about philosophy and politics
  • i easily start speaking loudly without noticing
  • i sing to myself all the time
  • i like to dress well
  • i'm a tad flamboyant
jan 24 2014 ∞
oct 8 2017 +
  • cuban revolution
  • russian revolution
  • every other communist revolution
  • the expansion of the empire of alexander the great
  • french revolution & napoleon's france
  • 1848 revolutions
  • spartacus's slave rebellion against rome
  • quilombo dos palmares
  • woodstock
  • IIIº festival internacional da canção
  • oscar wilde's trial
  • the execution of socrates
  • the discovery of fire
  • may 68 in france
  • the summer of 1816 that lord byron, percy and mary shelley spent together near geneva
jan 15 2014 ∞
oct 1 2018 +
  • "come for me / you cover me / comfort me" (deerhunter's 'agoraphobia') inside ~four walls made of concrete~
  • "vouloir, c'est susciter les paradoxes." (albert camus)
  • a skull full of wine (reference to this)
  • the face of álvares de azevedo but with the eyes drawn in a special way
  • little sickle & hammer rounded with "uni-vos"
  • a broken picture of a blonde man labelled "dorian"
jan 16 2014 ∞
oct 1 2018 +
  • not care about stop smoking
  • take the time to design my own clothes
  • learn ALL languages
  • listen to a lot more music, read a lot more books, watch a lot more films etc.
  • live a bit everywhere in the world
  • pursue these carrers
  • eat an awful fucking lot
  • throw myself off a cliff just for the sake of it
  • violently overthrow the bourgeoisie myself
feb 6 2014 ∞
oct 3 2017 +
  • arcade fire's "in the backseat"
  • caretaker's "i feel as if i might be vanishing"
  • david bowie's "warszawa"
  • deerhunter's "calvary scars"/"green jacket"/"activa" in sequence
  • door's "the end"
  • john lennon's "bless you"
  • r.e.m.'s "nightswimming"
  • velvet undergorund's "jesus"
  • big star's "take care"
may 12 2014 ∞
oct 1 2018 +
  • a clone with a shared mind
  • the power to control time
  • the power to read people's minds
feb 6 2014 ∞
nov 26 2018 +
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  • asistir por lo menos 60 películas [31/60]
  • leer:
    • por lo menos 8 libros de literatura [3/8]
  • publicar artículos y avanzar mi pesquisa
  • volver a estudiar el piano
  • comprarme un piano
  • hacer por lo menos cinco asignaturas en:
    • el primero período
    • el segundo período
  • poner más atención a mis escritos
  • volverme menos antipático

señalado: hecho // rayado: abandonado // itálico: en curso

dec 13 2018 ∞
sep 8 2019 +

pesquisa (16h/sem)

  • descrição do smile
    • IIº movimento
    • IIIº movimento
  • fichar ADORNO, t.w. stravinsky, uma imagem dialética.
  • fichar SOCHA, e. tempo musical em theodor adorno.
  • ADORNO, t.w. filosofia da nova música.
  • ADORNO, t.w. quasi una fantasia.
  • GRACYK, t. rhythm and noise.
  • ANDRADE, m. de. ensaio sobre a música brasileira.
  • FISHER, m. ghosts of my life.
  • JAMESON, f. late-marxism.
  • SOCHA, e. tempo musical em theodor adorno.
  • FRITH, s. performing rites.
  • ALVES JUNIOR, d. dialética da vertigem.
  • HEGEL, g.w.f. estética.
jun 5 2019 ∞
sep 12 2019 +
  • 'tulitikkutehtaan tyttö' ['a garota da fábrica de fósforos'] (1990), de aki kaurismäki
  • 'земля' ['terra'] (1930), de alexander dovzhenko
  • 'arrebato' (1980), de iván zulueta
  • 'nowhere' (1997), de gregg araki
  • 'la caza' (1966), de carlos saura
  • 'la passion de jeanne d'arc' (1928), de carl theodor dreyer
  • 'walker' (1987), de alex cox
  • 'höstsonaten' ['sonata de outono'] (1978), de ingmar bergman
  • 'cavalo dinheiro' (2014), de pedro costa
  • 'as deusas' (1972), de walter hugo khouri
jun 25 2019 ∞
jul 4 2019 +
  • ago/19: teclado de computador
  • set/19: GRACYK, t. rhythm and noise. — R$67,00
  • out/19: FAUSTO, b. revolução de 30. — R$17,72
  • nov/19: MIDDLETON, r. studying popular music. — R$165,00
  • dez/19: WEFFORT, f. o populismo na política brasileira. — R$23,82
  • jan/19: BERGSON, h. matéria e memória. — R$68,82
  • fev/20: FISHER, m. ghosts of my life. — R$83,39
  • mar/19: JAMESON, f. late-marxism. — R$50,80
  • abr/20: SCHWARZ, r. que horas são?. — R$45,82
  • abr/20: KURZ, r. o colapso da modernização. — R$18,35
  • mai/20: SOCHA, e. tempo musical em theodor adorno. (xerox) — R$30,00
  • mai/20: ALVES JUNIOR, d. dialética da vertigem. — R$23,72
  • jun/20: OLIVEIRA, f. crítica da razão dualista. — R$31,40
  • jul/20: HEGEL, g.w.f. curso de estética I. — R$58,95
jul 27 2019 ∞
aug 25 2019 +

academic & professional

  • survive middle school
  • survive high school
  • get a bachelor's degree
    • in portuguese/spanish
    • in history
    • in philosophy
    • in music
  • join a communist party
    • run for a political post
  • be a diplomat
  • teach
    • at the university
      • at UFRJ
  • join a psychoanalysis school
  • get a master's degree
  • get a doctorate
feb 23 2014 ∞
jul 1 2019 +
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  • QUESTION: does religion have any truth in it?
    • UP TO 2009: i guess so...? dunno
    • UP TO 2012: NONONONONO. NO. RELIGION IS SHIT.
    • UP TO 2013: it's culturally significant, but only science can give us truths.
    • UP TO 2015: fixating some discourse as an absolute truth is a rather dangerous thing, be it religious or scientific. in a society based on domination and privilege, we should always be suspicious of dominant given certainties and who's producing and reinforcing them.
    • CURRENT ANSWER: it is impossible not to speak in the name of truth: adopting an absolute reference is a pre-condition for enunciation — be it god, reason or communism —, but we have to beware of the inescapable frailty of these absolutes, who...
jan 15 2014 ∞
jan 14 2019 +
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  • “não há mais beleza nem consolo exceto no olhar que vai até o cinzento, o enfrenta e mantém a possibilidade do melhor na consciência não abrandada da negatividade.” —ADORNO, t.w.
  • “é preciso exclamar pra que a realidade não canse…” —ANDRADE, m.
  • “civilized my syphilised yarbles.” BURGUESS, a.
  • “a verdade, como a luz, cega. a mentira, ao contrário, é um belo crepúsculo, que valoriza cada objeto.” —CAMUS, a.
  • “querer é suscitar os paradoxos.” —CAMUS, a.
  • “i had not thought death had undone so many.” —ELIOT, t.s.
  • “é possível que vocês tenham matado Deus sob o peso de tudo que disseram; mas não pensem que farão, com tudo o que vocês dizem, um homem que viverá mais que ele.” —FOUCAULT, m.
  • “tratas por tu o demo, e a chama temes?” GOETHE, j.w.
sep 28 2018 ∞
mar 3 2019 +
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  • A principal insuficiência de todo o materialismo até os nossos dias - o de Feuerbach incluído - é que as coisas, a realidade, o mundo sensível são tomados apenas sobre a forma do objeto ou da contemplação; mas não como atividade sensível humana, práxis, não subjetivamente. Por isso aconteceu que o lado activo foi desenvolvido, em oposição ao materialismo, pelo idealismo - mas apenas abstratamente, pois que o idealismo naturalmente não conhece a atividade sensível, real, como tal. Feuerbach quer objetos sensíveis realmente distintos dos objetos do pensamento; mas não toma a própria atividade humana como atividade objetiva. Ele considera, por isso, na Essência do Cristianismo, apenas a atitude teórica como a genuinamente humana, ao passo que a práxis é tomada e fixada apenas na sua forma de manifestação sórdida e judaica. Nã...
jan 17 2017 ∞
oct 8 2017 +
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  • from the picture of dorian gray, 1890:
    • "being natural is simply a pose, and the most irritating pose i know."
    • "there is no such thing as a moral or an immoral book. books are well written, or badly written. that is all.”
    • “live! live the wonderful life that is in you! let nothing be lost upon you. be always searching for new sensations. be afraid of nothing.”
    • "the tragedy of old age is not that one is old, but that one is young."
    • "moderation is a fatal thing. enough is as bad as a meal. more than enough is as good as a feast."
    • "faithfulness is to the emotional life what consistency is to the life of the intellect - simply a confession of failure."
  • from the soul of man under socialism, 1895:
jan 25 2014 ∞
oct 3 2017 +
  • o épico de gilgamesh
  • a ilíada de homero
  • a odisseia de homero
  • a teogonia de hesíodo
  • as histórias de heródoto
  • a república de platão
  • a metafísica de aristóteles
  • a eneida de virgílio
  • a bíblia
  • o corão
  • a suma teológica de tomás de aquino
  • a divina comédia de dante
  • os luzíadas de camões
  • o quixote de cervantes
  • a ética de spinoza
  • as críticas de kant
  • o fausto de goethe
  • a lógica de hegel
  • a origem das espécies de darwin
  • o capital de marx
  • o zaratustra de nietzsche
mar 6 2017 ∞
jun 20 2019 +

literatura

  • GARCÍA MÁRQUEZ, g. cien años de soledad.
  • TIAGO, m. até amanhã, camaradas. (abandonado)
  • MOURÃO FILHO, o. memórias: a verdade de um revolucionário. (leyendo)
  • MANN, t. doutor fausto: a vida do compositor alemão adrian leverkühn, contada por um amigo.
  • DELILLO, d. hammer and sickle.
  • HOMERO. odisseia. (abandonado)
  • lazarillo de tormes.

teoría

  • JAMESON, f. late-marxism: adorno, or, the persistence of the dialectic. (abandonado)
  • HEGEL, g.w.f. estética. (abandonado)
  • HORKHEIMER, m. eclipse da razão.
  • PADDINSON, m. authenticity and failure in adorno's aesthetics of music.
  • ADORNO, t.w. minima moralia. (leyendo)
  • POULANTZAS, n. political power and social classes. (abandonado)
jan 2 2019 ∞
aug 30 2019 +
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  • 'todo sobre mi madre' (1999), de pedro almodóvar [en 03/01]
  • 'la mala educación' (2004), de pedro almodóvar [reasistido en 04/01]
  • 'la flor de mi secreto' (1995), de pedro almodóvar [en 06/01]
  • 'bird box' (2018), de susanne bier [en 16/01]
  • 'bohemian rhapsody' (2018), de bryan singer [en enero]
  • 'perfect blue' (1997), de satoshi kon [en 29/01]
  • 'roma' (2018), de alfonso cuarón [en 31/01]
  • 'the favourite' (2018), de yorgos lanthimos [en 06/02]
  • 'malena' (2000), de giuseppe tornatore [en 15/02]
  • 'at eternity's gate' (2018), de julian schnabel [en 20/02]
  • 'der himmel über berlin' (1987), de wim wenders [en 03/03]
  • 'mujeres al borde de un ataque de nervios' (1988), de pedro almodóvar [en 06/03]
  • 'the lobster' (2015), de yorgos lanthimos [22/03]
  • 'tout va bien' (1972), de jean-luc godard & jean-pierre gorin
  • 'dressed to kill' (1980), de brian de palma [09/05]
  • 'miracolo a milano' (1951), de vittorio de sica [15/05]
  • 'la ley del deseo' (1987), de pedro almodóvar [15/05]
  • 'hable con ella' (2002), de pedro almodóvar [17/05]
  • 'carne trémula' (1997), de pedro almodóvar [20/05]
  • 'átame' (1990), de pedro almodóvar [23/05]
jan 3 2019 ∞
sep 8 2019 +
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  • 'pet sounds' (1966), by the beach boys
  • 'forever changes' (1967), by love
  • 'john lennon/plastic ono band' (1970)
  • 'l.a. woman' (1971), by the doors
  • 'clube da esquina' (1972), by milton nascimento & lô borges
  • 'secos & molhados' (1974)
  • 'áfrica brasil' (1976), by jorge ben
  • 'parallel lines' (1977), by blondie
  • 'rumours' (1977), by fleetwood mac
  • 'marquee moon' (1977), by television
  • 'third/sister lovers' (1978) by big star
  • 'unknown pleasures' (1979), by joy division
  • 'remain in light' (1980), by talking heads
  • 'double nickles on the dime' (1984), by minutemen
  • 'hatful of hollow' (1984), by the smiths
  • 'viva hate' (1988), by morrissey
  • 'daydream nation' (1988), by sonic youth
  • 'on fire' (1989), by galaxie 500
  • 'parklife' (1991), by blur
  • 'loveless' (1991), by my bloody valentine
  • 'out of time' (1991), by r.e.m.
jan 15 2014 ∞
jan 3 2018 +
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  • ADORNO, t.w. minima moralia.
  • ANDRADE, m. macunaima: o herói sem nenhum caráter.
  • ANJOS, a. outra poesia.
  • AZEVEDO, a. noite na taverna.
  • ELIOT, t.s. the waste land.
  • FONSECA, r. feliz ano novo.
  • GOETHE, j.w. fausto.
  • MARX, k. o capital.
  • NERUDA, p. odas elementares.
  • WILDE, o. the picture of dorian gray.
feb 25 2019 ∞
mar 24 2019 +
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  • 'to be or not to be' (1942), de ernst lubitsch
  • 'ladri di biciclette' (1948), de vittorio de sica
  • 'rope' (1948), de alfred hitchcock
  • 'sunset blvd.' (1950), de billy wilder
  • 'europa 51' (1952), de roberto rossellini
  • 'chinatown' (1974), de roman polanski
  • 'rocky horror picture show' (1975), de jim sharman
  • 'mulholland drive' (2001), de david lynch
  • 'my own private idaho' (1991), de gus van sant
  • 'melancholia' (2011), de lars von trier
jan 3 2018 ∞
jul 4 2018 +
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  • 'chapter 19' (2004), star wars: clone wars, gendy tartakovsky
  • 'cool bikes' (2011), regular show, j.g. quintel
  • 'duck amuck' (1953), merrie melodies, chuck jones
  • 'LABretto' (1998), dexter's laboratory, gendy tartakovsky
  • 'meet the beat alls' (2001), the powerpuff girls, craig mccracken
  • 'no smoking' (1995), cow and chicken, david feiss
  • 'rooty toot toot' (1951), upa shorts, john hubley
  • 'the birth of evil' (2003), samurai jack, gendy tartakovsky
  • 'the tell-tale heart' (1953), upa shorts, ted parmelee
  • 'what's opera, doc?' (1957), merrie melodies, chuck jones
nov 6 2016 ∞
jan 3 2018 +
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jan 17 2014 ∞
sep 23 2018 +