• january 1st: it's a new year. maybe I'll have this education thing sorted out soon. more work sigh :(
  • january 2nd: obsessed with lullaby versions of songs hnng maybe I'll make a playlist soon ((nevermind, it's been done already wtf fuck you)).. No work until sunday, because I work 5 days next week.
  • january 3rd: i'm sick. but i ordered my kigurumi!
  • january 4th: still sick hnng ;; was forced to go eat with my uncle even though I have a fever and feel like shit
  • january 5th: i'm actually really fucking annoyed
  • january 6th: Shots shots shots shots shots shots shots shots shots shots shots shots shots shots shots shots in my dAMN ARM
  • january 7th: work.
  • january 8th: my arm is still in pain and I'm worried if this lasts more than a couple of days I probably should go get it checked out.
  • january 9th: school??? I went in for zero classes (I thought I had certain classes, turned out I didn't so I went in for no reason)./...work work work
  • january 10th: dolla dolla make a moose holla (I GOT PAID!!! $232 if you were wondering)
  • january 11th: work work. midterms tomorrow but do i look like i care?
  • janaury 12th: dont have a midterm till Wednesday, apparently? ...also I work that day ㅠㅠ
  • january 13th: no exams. stayed up all night.
  • january 14th: overslept and missed my visual communications exam..lied to the teacher about my reason and I get to make it up on Friday! Working alone again..gods this is boring. MY RILAKKUMA KGRM CAME IN!! val said I look cute, I'm totes gonna wear it to school tomorrow.
  • january 15th: work was completely dead???
  • january 16th: I only went to one exam this week LOLlolOLOL. and it turns out that the phones weren't working?? so we got the phones fixed and work picked right up. jesus fuck I keep charging large orders as a small orders and like I have undercharged like $10 this week I'm going to fucking cry???? Why haven't they fired me already?//
  • january 17th: work hnng
  • january 18th: work.
  • january 19th: no work, no school.
  • january 20th: mom cried.
  • january 21st: I forgot the sauce and fortune cookies omg I am so so so embarrassed. I bought $35 worth of food from work and my boss was like is that for your family? and I choked because it was all for me.
  • january 22nd: wait
  • janary 23rd: nah
  • january 24th: got paid! reeve you are a fucking asshole I hate you.
  • january 25th: two month anniversary at work. happy birthday kimmy! also ledania pls feel better you shit head dont get me worried like that. started my funko collection with BAEmax
  • january 26th: awkward awkward///
  • january 27th: I am so disgusted @ my brother, @ the world, and @ boys.
  • january 28th: finally sat down and figured out a plan for what the hell I am doing with my life. I feel so refreshed and as a reward, I bought myself some new combat boots to kick ass in my new school. work was really slow, but at least I looked good while I was bored. ha.ha.ha. I wish I was joking but there were literally maybe 30 orders today.
  • january 29th: hmm work was complete shit. feeling like shit too.
  • january 30th: I hate the way my thighs look when I wear thigh-highs. I just want to wear them and not stretch the material.... I hate everything about my body. I want my waist to be thin, and my stomach to be flat. I want to not have double chins in photos and I want to be able to see my hipbones. I want to be able to see my collar bones. and I have a very intense want to change that. New plan: no more take out and fucking walk everywhere. Start exercising at least 3 times a week.
  • january 31st: my brother is a piece of scum and I don't want to talk about it.
    • work is making me more uncomfortable like my bosses are nice and all, but when I get orders wrong or ask for confirmation...they get really agitated and I'm always on my toes worried that I'm going to fuck up and it will have to come out of my paycheck....idk. I just don't like working there because the atmosphere isn't very welcoming anymore (especially when Rainbruh isn't there to talk to me or act as a buffer between her parents and me.)
  • february 1st: volleyball nerds. work was dead as a doornail.
  • february 2nd: SNOW DAY!!! even more volleyball nerds. help. hinata and tsukishima and sugawara and sawamura and tanaka and kageyama and nishinoya and yamaguchi and ennoshita and BASICALLY ALL THE VOLLEYBALL NERDS.
  • february 3rd: I bleached my hair in preparation for the grey dye, but the bleach I got was not working after 40 minutes in my hair....so I used extra strength bleach and my hair turned blonde within 15 minutes, but the problem was I had 3 packets of the shit bleach and only one packet of the extra strength. the top half of my hair was blonde and the bottom was literally brown. it was so bad. luckily I didn't have work.
  • february 4th: didn't have classes till 12, so I went to the store and bought more bleach to even out the tones. also complained to the lady who sold me the crappy hair bleach. she was literally a bitch like she kept giving me dirty looks and she was just very rude in general. never going back there again.
    • I get paid on the 7th!
  • february 5th: sleepy. meeting on the 12th. need to make a schedule
  • february 6th: It’s 3 am and my nephew just woke up puking. wonderful. also I have a family dinner later today and I wonder what my cosmetologist aunt is going to say about my hair lmao
  • february 7th: Family dinner!!! it was so good hnnng the steak tips were cooked perfectly oh my god. and the brownie man, the brownie. my aunt loved my hair :) also bought this new shampoo and conditioner for my hair while I was in NY
  • february 8th: mother was in a car accident and I am so unaffected that I just got angry because I didn't have a ride to work so I had to call in and lose money.
  • february 9th: hmmmmmm so fking sleepy.
  • february 10th: l m a o
  • february 12th: work sucked. Skyped with Holly!!!
  • february 13th: friday the 13th!!
  • february 14th: nothing really happened
  • february 15th: just. work and more work.
  • february 16th: paid!!!
  • february 17th: finally went to school after like a week or two of skipping. Also sent Holly's present. Only $77 in shipping this year (vs last year's $115) hnng. I wish I had put more bubble wrap....I should have used more bubble wrap...started i.t.f
  • february 18th: lmao didn't go to school. one day and I'm done.
  • february 19th: work work work. Bought a new wallet!!Finished I.t.F
  • february 20th: hmm nothing happened except work
  • february 21st: SKATELAND!!!! this bitch called in to work and complained about her beef teriyaki being burnt so we made her a new batch, but she was screaming at my boss and it was like....you are disturbing the other customers like we made you a new batch jsut shut the fuck up and get out.
  • february 22nd: work work work work
  • february 23rd: no work! mother stole my tablet.
  • february 24th: no work~~~ tomorrow I go to Skateland w/Rainbruh.
  • february 25th: S K A T E L A N D. stayed up all night and ended up doing homework at like...3 am?
  • february 26th: missed my val meeting. work (alone). so out of it today.
  • february 27th: nothing productive.
  • february 28th: ^^^
  • march 1st: a new month! hung with Rainbruh, Sean, and Reeve. went go karting, back to SKATELAND, and shopped a lot (I spent $130).
  • march 2nd: nothing new. hung with Kayla all day and helped her with her homework
  • march 3rd: I feel like I'm in limbo. I'm just floating through life right now. Sean's party + work was dead.
  • march 4th: why is work so dead.
  • march 5th: work pissed me off today. why can't you at least look at the damn menu before you fucking call in??? idiots i swear. ON ANOTHER NOTE, I finally got my external hard drive and my computer hasn't been this clean since freshman year.
  • march 6th: I had every intention of going to school today - I had 5 alarms set at full volume and it was far away so that I couldn't hit snooze. my mother woke me up at 7 and I was like oh I'll go to sleep until 11, and then get ready for my 12 o'clock class. next thing I know my mother is waking me up at 1:30, my class is already over and I'm so close to crying. work was busy busy busy. not looking forward to tomorrow. hopefully it's dead bc I am thisclose to snapping at a customer.
  • march 7th: bought a Baymax tee!!!
  • march 8th: this rude ass bitch. she will forever be known as the sweet and sour lady. thank god i have work off tomorrow.
  • march 9th: didn't sleep till 7 am and then woke up at 11 to go to sis' to help w/homework. No homework got done really.
  • march 10th: hung with Bri. didn't do much today.
  • march 11th: work again. sighs I haven't gone to school in like.....two or three weeks? and I never wake up before 2 pm. I just sleep all day, watch tv before I go to work..and then when I'm done work, I watch more tv. My doctor thinks I'm depressed again, but I don't really have a reason to be depressed....life has been ok, work has been ok, so why would I be depressed??
  • march 12: work was just the right amount of busy. I filled all the sauces and got $7 in tips.
  • march 13th: Friday the 13th! the next one isn't until November 13, 2015. Finally used my face mask and now I smell like strawberries.
  • march 14th: didn't go to bed until 6 am bc I stayed up all night marathoning B1A4's Sesame Player and Hello Baby. Then got woke up at 9am by my mother, cleaned a little, and spent the rest of the time before I had to go to work looking up prices of computer desks....work was meh. I got paid the most yet, $282.
  • march 15th: hmm not much happened today. I took my mum out for lunch for her birthday and then I worked on the re-branding project for a little bit, and then I went to work. I really underestimated how hard it is to design logos. I also looked back at the beginning of this list and I realized all I talk about is work ;;;;;; I really have nothing else going on in my life ;;;; I'm so lame
  • march 16th: I made a savings account. I feel like such an adult ㅠㅠ
  • march 17th: field trip. sleepy.
  • march 18th: EXO'S COMEBACK HAS STARTED. missed the ypd sign up post bc of work. it's ok tho bc sign ups dont start till the 20th.
  • march 19th: TAO'S TEASER RELEASED!!! I AM IN FULL EXO MODE RIGHT NOW.
    • work work. chanyeol's teaser!
  • march 20th: do you ever have the feeling that you're on the edge and something so small as a well placed comment can push you over? I just feel so empty right now...I'm self aware enough to realize that I'm having another depressive episode but....I just feel so...emotionless. I've lost interest in everything. I have to fake being fine but if I don't act like nothing is wrong then people will notice and I'll have to go back to the therapist. My thoughts are really disjointed and it's hard to tell reality from dreams right now.
  • march 21st: no.
  • march 22nd: i checked to see when the last time I was actually happy. feb 12. it's been over a month. everything since then has been all an act to make sure my friends/family didn't notice but I feel like I'm drowning right now. I tried talking to Vi, but she didn't really get it. neither did ledania. maybe I'm just bothering them too much.
  • march 23rd: I'm getting caught up in Exo right now, but it's all I can do to even have a sliver of emotion at the moment. Ledania seems annoyed with me.
  • march 24th: couldn't get out of bed all day because of back pain. it hasn't been this bad since I first strained it. Chen's teasers!! I'm hoping Kyungsoo is tomorrow~
  • march 25th: no work. It was dumbhyun's teaser (I was hoping for kyung) today and he looked unfairly hot fck u dumbhyun
  • march 26th: yixing's tEASER HOLY SHIT WHEN DID HE GET RIDICULOUSLY ATTRACTIVE?!??!?!?!??!?!?!?!??! I PRE-ORDERED 4 EXODUS ALBUMS MWAHAHAHA
  • march 27th: KYUNUGGET'S TEASER. call me baby was pre-released but i refuse to listen to it till my albums come :)
  • march 28th: fell asleep while watching 도둑들 with Natasha ^^ I got my hair re-bleached!! no more brown roots haha ^^. missed the release of first love but eh. again I'm waiting for my albums (and knowing sm, First Love will be on the repackage smdh)
  • march 29th: Natasha is so cute omg I'm so happy to have met her she's made me feel so much better and tbvh we're so similar it's so weird??
  • march 30th: the full exodus album was released but I'm not listening to it until my albums arrive. I can do this. I have self control (though I did cheat and listen to El Dorado, just because I've been waiting since debut for that, Lightsaber, Beautiful, and Time Control.
  • march 31st: CALL ME BABY MUSIC VIDEO WAS RELEASED. Because I'm waiting for my albums to arrive to listen to the music, I had to mute the mv and couldn't get the beat down :( besides that nothing really happened today. I didnt go to school because I didn't feel like it and I watched Infinite videos all day. The fansites did the pranking again lol.
    • MY CAT WAS RAN OVER AROUND 11:50 PM AND I CANT FIND HER I PUT HER OUT TO PEE AND SHE WAS RAN OVER AND THE CAR DIDNT EVEN STOP IT JUST KEPT GOING I DONT I looked until around 12:30 am but i could find her and i was out al,pst for an hour in just my pjs and socks theres still snow on the fucking ground and i cant feel my toes I font jnow that to do I CANT handle this Shes probably lying in somebodys yard unable to move and probably freezing in the cold I cant take this I cant take this If shes dead I dont think I can ever get over it Im going to sleep all day every day because thats better than constantly knowing that if only i hadnt gotten caught up in tumblr thwn I would have remembered to let her in immediately and not an hour later And she wouldnt have gotten hit and died i cant i cant do this
  • april 1st: i looked everywhere for my cat but she wont come to my calls and
    • she came back but im, stll deressed and
  • april 2nd: idk
  • april 3rd: paid
  • april 4th: went on a trip with the family!! took lots of photos and posted the best ones on instagram ~
  • april 5th: actual easter! Went for chinese with the fam (I feel like I'm going to burst)
  • april 6th: mom bought me both of the reboot star trek movies kkk I'm so unngg yes thank you mama
  • april 7th: deleted the easter a couple of the easter photos bc I'm pissed at my sister right now... mama bought some new clothes (shorts, dress, converse ♡♡
  • april 8th: wasn't feeling school so I didn't go.
  • april 9th: went to school only to sort some things out. left an hour later. dentist appointment. no more soda/candy for me. work. chinese food for dinner.
  • april 10th: meh. no school. meh. work.
  • april 11th: I've been thinking of quitting work. but it would be a shit thing to do really. but i dont like it here anymore and i just.
    • SSSM LIKE CRAZY
  • april 12th: lost track
  • april 13th: sick
  • april 14th: sick
  • april 15th: MY EXODUS ALBUMS CAME IN!!! PRAISE THE LORD!!!!
  • april 16th: got my sweatshirt/long sleeve <3333333 it's so comfy dammmmmmmm. also work. more work. i downed 28.4 oz of red bull in under 10 minutes. on an empty stomach.
  • april 17th: gave Ledania the $64 for the fob concert ^^
  • april 18th: fob tickets!!!!
  • april 19th: work. i might possibly have a crush on rainbow's cousin. possibly.
  • april 20th: fuck.
  • april 21st: marathoning hannibal. that's it.
  • april 22nd: sleep.
  • april 23rd: work. MARATHONING KNB.
  • april 25th: work. MARATHONING KNB.
  • april 26th: work. MARATHONING KNB.
  • april 27th: introduced the group to SSSM. hehehe.they're all addicted.
  • april 28th: fuck
  • april 29th:
    • "Hi yummy chinese restaurant how may I help you?"
    • "OH MY GOD YOU SPEAK ENGLISH"
    • literally fuck off
  • april 30th: it's been quiet at work.
  • may 1st: school, work. ordered food from work, it was v. v. good.
  • may 2nd: idek what happened... work?
  • may 3rd: work?
  • may 4th: work. day off tomorrow!! introduced rainbow to sssm. ho got better cards than me on day one.
  • may 5th: no work~ no school!! I bought chinese for lunch but it was rly rly bad.
  • may 6th: work was rly rly slow. Tried moo shu shrimp for the first time. It was ok. I think I prefer the pork.
  • may 7th: idk
  • may 8th: idk
  • may 9th: called in sick to work because I couldn't find a ride. i feel like shit lying to them.
  • may 10th: (technically is was like 2am but whatev) THE DAY I FINALLY CAUGHT UP TO KUROBAS!!!! no work. Happy mothers day ^^
  • may 11th: no work.
  • may 12th: no work.
  • may 13th: no work. fight with mom. might have sprained my ankle jumping off the roof.
  • may 14th: nah. work. school.
  • may 15:th i feel like shit
  • may 16th: i feel like shit
  • may 17th: told work i was quitting.
  • may 18th: i feel like shit
  • may 19th: i feel like shit
  • may 20th: i feel like shit
  • may 21st: i feel like shit
  • may 22nd: idk
  • may 23rd: idk
  • may 24th: idk
  • may 25th: idk
  • may 26th: idk
  • may 27th: EXO OMG
  • may 28th: these exo teasers are killing me
  • may 29th: kurobas ep tomorrow
  • may 30th: last day of work tomorrow.
  • may 31st: last day of work. got paid. i feel like crap though.
  • june 1st: my brother is a dick
  • june 2nd: last day of food. Ordered from work.
  • june 3rd: wisdom teeth out. liquid diet for 3 days, soft cold foods for the next week. no normal foods until 1/2 weeks after surgery, just wonderful.
    • lucky for me, I wasnt loopy and I had zero pain, I just cried a lot for no reason and was really sleepy the whole day.
  • june 4th: I'm in so much pain please kill me now
  • june 5th: ow
  • june 6th: my teeth....hurt....still.. black & blue on my chin
  • june 7th: fuck wisdom teeth, I ate donuts!!!!! Royce, effie. Talked with Celka and Brianne after 6 months.
  • june 8th: lost time
  • june 9th: lost time
  • june 10th: lost time
  • june 11th: lost time
  • june 12th: cut my hair. 1st night in intervention program. It's kinda weird because there's so many rules & I feel like a prisoner.
  • june 13th: 1st day went okay. I didnt really sleep last night. Still feels like a prison.
  • june 14th: 2nd day,
  • june 15th-21st: WILL UPDATE THIS AT SOME POINT
  • june 22nd: idk
  • june 23rd: idk
  • june 24th: idk
  • june 25th: idk
  • june 26th: FOB TONIGHT OMG
  • june 27th: Holy shit fob was so good. My bday is tmr.
  • june 28th: my bday.
  • june 29th: idk
  • june 30th: idk
  • july 1st: idk
  • july 2nd: idk
  • july 3rd: NY
  • july 4th: drive to lake george
  • july 5th: lake george
  • july 6th: six flags! bought a new swimsuit i love how it looks with my skin ahhh ☆☆☆
  • july 7th: sleepy 2 hr drive home.
  • july 8th: nothing. overslept till noon. went out to eat for dindin with the bro, he let me drive his car.
  • july 9th: thur. My sis sent me birthday presents very unexpectedly??? I'm in love with my new journal~~~
  • july 10th: deposited $830 into my account ;; cries I'm more than half way to my 1k.
  • july 11th: tea+mall+sleepover with Celka ♡♡ feeling so happy today
  • july 12th: the "I" incident. jfc. Spent the whole day with Celka omfg. we even went to the beach then got soft serve!
  • july 13th: idk i blew all my friends off and slept in lmao. i am so awful.
  • july 14th: got my camera!!
  • july 15th: nm happened. I stayed up till 4:30 am working on Shu's playlist. welp. then drs appt @ 9. played online the rest of the day.
  • july 16th: trb in nyc. fucking fuck why you gotta be so problematic fandom. didn't do much welp. talked with Lee all day!! SukAI HeLP ME
  • july 17th: my cat ate a bird. talked with lee again ~~ finally went and got film for my camera and took these photos!!
  • july 18th: nothing really happened. i made a grilled cheese for dinner and it tasted like shit OTL. spent all day playing around on photoshop haha
  • july 19th: celka came over and we took more polaroids :) :)
  • july 20th: cut my leg falling through a glass table.
  • july 21st: nm happened. went downtown for tea. it rained really bad today. lost my wallet.
  • july 22nd: idk
  • july 23rd: idk
  • july 24th: got a new pair of heels!!!
    • my mother is a greedy ass bitch and i want to fucking kill her
  • july 25th: logan is an asshole
  • july 26th: idk
  • july 27th: ordered my samsung galaxy S4
  • july 28th: idk
  • july 29th: idk
  • july 30th: i dont know. not much was done besides starting oh my ghostess. it's like pasta and master's sun combined. kim seul gi is absolutely adorable
  • july 31st: bought my galaxy gear circle.
  • august 1st: idk
  • august 2nd: idk
  • august 3rd: idk
  • august 4th: idk
  • august 5th: WENT ON A HUUUGE SHOPPING SPREE AND SPENT LIKE $200 LOLololo my wallet is cryin
    • bought baymax hat, kitty tights, aot shirt + poster, mac n cheese socks, mac charger, platform shoes, and...tbh i cant remember if i bought anything else omfg i bought that much shit..
  • august 6th: nm happened to day.
  • august 7th: idk
  • august 8th: idk
  • august 9th: idk
  • august 10th: my shoes came in!! went downtown and walked everywhere ugh. this fucking grandpa checked out my ass as I was walking and told me I should expose more so I told him to go fuck himself (✿◠‿◠)
  • august 11th: started cleaning my room finally. bought a new desk, computer chair + bookcase. goodbye $200~
    • I really need to stop buying everything I've prob spent like $500 in the past week RIP no more spending!!!
  • august 12th: finally put up my desk!!
  • august 13th: spent 14 hours editing my sister's wedding photos fuck
  • august 14th: finished the wedding photos
  • august 15th: ugh @ life
  • august 16th: ugh @ life
  • august 17th: ugh @ life
  • august 18th: ugh @ life
  • august 19th: ordered sweet girl, blood ost, reality, and love me right
  • august 20th: ordered ledania's presents. <3
  • august 21st: sleepy ;;
  • august 22nd: stayed in bed all day and read snarry.
  • august 23rd: family day. ew.
  • august 24th: nm happened. i really need to call best buy.
  • august 25th: last day of summer. my albums came!!! ordered infinite effect hoodie.
  • august 26th: first day of school but I'm not registered yet so I just went to grab my transcript. ordered a $153 h&m and tobi haul!! called best buy and they said my phone should be in next week
  • august 27th: bought so much stuff today fuck my life someone take my card away from me. makeup + meme mugs + ring + muji haul + suitcases.
  • august 28th: got kitty stuff coming in the mail. + innisfree/etude haul.. made 20 icons.
  • august 29th: hiatus from all social media except line, skype, and listo. made 30 icons today.
  • august 30th: tobi stuff arrived. it was all absolute shit. so disappointed.
  • september 1st: cat stuff arrived~
  • september 2nd: h&m stuff arrived.
  • september 3rd: suitcases + muji stuff arrived.really love my muji stuff ♡♡♡
  • september 4th: d6. sleepy~
  • september 5th: finally got my phone!!
  • september 6th: bowling with family
  • september 7th: more family bonding
  • september 8th: hnnnnnng nothing happened reallyyy!~~~
  • september 9th: basically spent 2 hours raving to Ledania about how I would give Suho a blowjob (but also how much I love him)
    • "u might as well be in korea with him because ur so gone"
  • september 10th: D-13 NYC !!!
  • september 11th: D-12 !!! sleepy little baby
  • september 12th: D-11!!! exo/hannibal au man....
  • september 13th: D-10!!
  • september 14th: D-9!!! holly is in vermont ~~!! i'm going to see her tomorrow holy shit this is three years in the making
  • september 15th: D-8!! I MET HOLLY!!!
  • september 16th: D-7!~~!~!~!!!! I'm feeling so happy lately I'm on the clouds (my etude+innisfree stuff came)
  • september 17th: D-6 NYC!! downloaded 23 albums for the drive to NYC.
  • september 18th: D-5 NYC!! spent all day watching old bts videos man i'm wow
  • september 19th: D-4 NYC. downloaded 7 more albums
  • september 20th: D-3 NYC. Holly comes tmr~~~
  • september 21st: D-2 NYC. Holly came~ ordered Chinese
  • september 22nd: NYC TOMORROW ♡♡♡ Holly and I explored Burlington and then we chilled at my house.
  • september 23rd: first day in nyc.
  • september 24th: second day in nyc.
  • september 25th: third day in nyc.
  • september 26th: left nyc and drove back home.
  • september 27th: lazed around all day with Holly :)
  • september 28th: holly left T.T drs appt + counseling.
  • september 29th: slept, dicked around on the internet. bought got7's new album and 5 things of honey chips. crap.
  • september 30: LET GET SPOOKY TMR. first day of class jfc 9-12 was my math and 1-3 was my science. ugh. bag ripped so I bought a new one from ll bean and it costed an arm and a leg but it's so comfy. also, first Starbucks ever!
  • october 1st: woke up at 10, went downtown at 1, got brueggers+starbucks, met with my eng teacher, then went home and marathoned Merlin.
  • october 2nd: nothing happened today lmao. slept in and watched 두근두근 인도
  • october 3rd: nightmares
  • october 4th: olive garden + shen yun orchestra
  • october 5th: lunch w/sister, christmas shopping!! bento boxes for me and toys for the nephews!!!
  • october 6th: 10000. GROCERY SHOPPING!!!! meeting. lmfao what is homework. + graphics tablet.
  • october 7th: cant remember what happened this day i just want to fucking sleep
  • october 8th: cant remember what happened this day i just want to fucking sleep i'm so tired
  • october 9th: happy b-day little brother! sleepover w/celka. only slept an hour.
  • october 9th: happy bday little bro. sleepover w/celka yet only 1 hour of sleep i want to die
  • october 10th: so fuckin tired.
  • october 11th: idfk. producer episodes.
  • october 12th: missed my bus. anatomy class. anemia. sleepy.
  • october 13th: nothing happened. life is so boring.
  • october 14th: class. really sleepy. more work on photoshop.
  • october 15: happy birthday kenneth!
  • october 16th: idk
  • october 17th: idk
  • october 18th: slept 15 hours straight.
  • october 19th: idk
  • october 20th: idk
  • october 21st: sick. ended up sleeping + watching anime all day.
  • october 22nd: ughhhghghghhghghghg life
  • october 23rd: got into seventeen. fuck.
  • october 24th: babysitting + lullabies.
  • october 25th: uhguhgn. what did i even do.
  • october 26th: stayed up marathoned 11 hours of dramas. skipped school. fuck am i falling back into my pattern?
  • october 27th: mmm
  • october 28th: completed my math class!
  • october 29th: sleep. bye
  • october 30th: halloween tmr
  • october 31st: LETS GET SPOOPY
  • november 1st: vixx omg, my babies
  • november 2nd: happy bday kay and kat <33333
  • november 3rd: idk
  • november 4th: idk
  • november 5th: idk
  • november 6th: idk
  • november 7th: idk
  • november 8th: d-1.
  • november 9th: VIXX.
  • november 10th: idk
  • november 11th: idk
  • november 12th: idk
  • november 13th: sleep
  • november 14th: idk
  • november 15th: idk
  • november 16th: im crying im -90 oh my god. i have to go to some stranger's house at 10am tomorrow and rake their yard to get $50 jfc
  • november 17th: SURPRISE I'M ONLY -0.69 tbh i cried in relief.
  • november 18th: idk
  • november 19th: idk
  • november 20th: craft fair set up.
  • november 21st: ahhh im so tired.
  • november 22nd: fuck.
  • november 23rd: idk
  • november 24th: idk
  • november 25th: idk
  • november 26th: idk
  • november 27th: idk
  • november 28th: idk
  • november 29th: I've been on vacation so I've been too lazy to update my lists T.T I'm sorry :(
  • november 30th: ♡♡♡happy birthday holly ♡♡♡
  • december 1st: EXO IS COMING TO THE US IN FEB HOLY FUCK!!!! WILL I BE ABLE TO SAVE UP ENOUGH????
  • december 2nd: IM GONNA TRY TO SAVE UP FOR EXO!!
  • december 3rd: I'm not going to go to exo :( I realized I promised ledania we would go together and I love her more than I love suho. I'm sure there will be other chances. also started reply 1994
  • december 4th: idk
  • december 5th: idk
  • december 6th: idk
  • december 7th: idk
  • december 8th: idk
  • december 9th: idk
  • december 10th: idk
  • december 11th: idk
  • december 12th: wow i need to do schoolwork
  • december 13th: wow guess who didnt do schoolwork
  • december 14th: idk
  • december 15th: idk
  • december 16th: idk
  • december 17th: idk
  • december 18th: idk
  • december 19th: idk
  • december 20th: idk
  • december 21st: idk
  • december 22nd: made a bunch of icons.
  • december 23rd: slept all day.
  • december 24th: opened all my christmas presents lol. mom's gone tomorrow so we celebrated christmas today.
  • december 25th: slept all day.
  • december 26th: slept all day.
  • december 27th: slept all day.
  • december 28th: slept all day.
  • december 29th: babysat then slept the rest of the day.
  • december 30th: nothing rly. watched movies and shit.
  • december 31st: last day of the year! went to ledania's house and played undertale.
jul 14 2015 ∞
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