- january 1st - happy new year !!
- january 2nd - I bought a ps4!!
- january 3rd - my ps4 comes in on the 5th so I'm going to do nothing but game when my console comes in hahah what is school. played like 2 hours of portal.
- january 4th - ugh
- january 5th - my ps4 came in!!! started playing dragon age!!
- january 6th - dragon age!!
- january 7th - dragon age!!
- january 8th - dragon age!!
- january 9th - dragon age!!
- january 10th - dragon age!!
- january 11th - dragon age!!
- january 12th - talked with val !!
- january 13th - drs appointment (ugh I gained 10 lbs fuck) + dragon age
- january 14th - drove 3 hrs to see the sister. it was so nice to see her after such a long time ^^
- january 15th - overslept and missed my appointment. played DAI more.
- january 16th - sleep
- january 17th - sleep
- january 18th - started cheese in the trap! i'm so in love with hong seol
- january 19th - skipped class bc my house was snowed in and it was impossible to walk to the bus stop. I ended up watching reply 1994 all day
- january 20th - didn't wake up till 2 pm (hahah) and ended up doing nothing but watching more dramas
- january 21st - skipped class again ㅠㅠ I'm a horrible person and I've missed 3 classes now ~_~ i'm gonna get my shit together next week!!
- january 22nd - hOLY FUCK IT'S JAN 22 AND MY COMMON APPS ARE DUE IN 13 DAYS HOLY FUCK I NEED TO GET STARTED ON THIS HAHAHAH -cries-
- january 23rd - slept
- january 24th - slept
- january 25th - slept
- january 26th - slept
- january 27th - SMROOKIES ARE DEBUTING PLS LET JOHNNY DEBUT OHMYGOD
- january 28th - I've had switch on repeat all day (even during class) T.T
- january 29th - meeting. sleepy. D-6
- january 30th - D-5. KUNG FU PANDA 3 WITH L & R~~~
- january 31st - logan's bday party.
- february 1st - i've done nothing but obsessively spend my time on the SMROOKIES app. this is my life now.
- february 2nd - finished it's ok that's love for the fourth time T.T it's one of my top 5 favorite dramas. cried all day pretty much. so emotional for some reason
- february 3rd - feel so sick ugh. didn't eat at all. my head feels like it's stuffed with cotton.
- february 4th - spent the day watching old smrookies videos
- february 5th - made bread in class today!!
- february 6th - started on some hannibal icons today. trying a new style so we'll see how that goes!
- february 7th - slept all day hahaha
- february 8th - nm happened today. made more hannibal icons
- february 9th - ♡♡ happy birthday johnny!!!! I love you so much and it's been so nice to see you grow over these past years. I really hope you'll debut soon and I promise to buy all the albums and support you forever ♡♡
- february 10th - slept in till 11 then worked on some icons :)
- february 11th: didn't want to go to class but had to go. Downed a redbull and took the bus.
- february 12th: started noblesse.
- february 13th: currently on chapter 250 of noblesse!!
- february 14th: went and saw Deadpool with rainbruh, ledania, and hannah~ it was pretty g
- february 15th: ugh started my period. so tired today
- february 16th: class
- february 17th: marvel marathon this week! watched 3 movies today
- february 18th: class, watched 3 more marvel movies.
- february 19th: baked cookies in class today!!
- february 20th: started oh my venus~
- february 21st: went to bed at 2 am. Woke up at 2 pm. Zzzzzz so tired
- february 22nd: dentist appointment ughhh
- february 23rd: school~~ only three people showed up lmao...ordered another copy of dai bc mine stopped working
- february 24th: babysat from 8-2, went and got my meds refilled and felt no anxiety!!
- february 25th: school!! chili peeps had a meeting but I was the only one that showed up. watched all 11 episodes of infinite showtime~~
- february 26th: babysat logan in the morning and then chilled with lexi. Babysat oliver in the evening so brianne could go out.
- february 27th: new copy of dragon age arrived and that's all I did today lmao
- february 28th: ugh I hurt my back
- march 1st: back still hurts ughhh ..... I VOTED FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY!!
- march 2nd: I helped my friend move into her apartment and now back is killing me even more. It was -5°C and I was in shorts for three hours. fuck
- march 3rd: payday! I can afford my new phone~~
- march 4th: d-5 and still back pain fuck i really should go to a doctor soon
- march 5th: have to wait till next month to get phone because my mother might not be able to pay all her bills :/
- march 6th: read more merlin fics!! got back into the icon groove (day6 and avengers icons)
- march 7th: woke up at like noon, did dishes, and spent the rest of day in bed reading Merlin fics. Showered, thinking of getting my hair cut (maybe bangs??)
- march 8th: woke up late and missed my bus. had to wait an hour for the next one and was 40 min late to class. sad sleepy stressed.
- march 9th: slept all day tbh.
- march 10th: sad sleepy stressed. once again I missed my bus and was 40 min late to class. i'm such a bad student. went and bought $520 worth of materials for the chili festival!
- march 11th: spent almost 12 hours cooking chili. cut my hand 4 times and got jalapeños in said cuts. hands didnt stop burning till the next day
- march 12th: chili fest! woke up at 5 am, chili fest got done at 4, sleep sleep w&c
- march 13th: lazy day in bed. finished warm&cozy.
- march 14th: another lazy day in bed. picked up d-day again and i'm rly enjoying it.
- march 15th: 5 hrs of sleep. skipped class to work on final paper but ended up getting nothing done lol my life is a mess rn I'm a mess rn
- march 16th: marathoned gay dramas
- march 17th: marathoned gay dramas
- march 18th: last day of class! went out for korean barbecue with Zahra and tried takoyaki for the first time (it's soooo good man). scheduled an appointment with my stylist to get my hair trimmed, it's ridiculous how my fringe is past my chin haha fuck
- march 19th: haircut day. i cut too much off and now I look like a stupid chipmunk ugh. i've literally just been re-watching the same queer drama for the past three days (it's called 逆袭之爱上情敌 and I'm so convinced wand qing & feng jianyu are totally real). dinner w/brianne.
- march 20th: spent the day in bed reading qingyu fics lol
- march 21st: bought Heavy Rain and I have to say that I'm really liking it so far. Met w/my advisor and found out that I only have 0.5 credits till I graduate!!! I'm so happy
- march 22nd: went in for a meeting and sent in my college applications. lazed around after school ended + played more Heavy Rain
- march 23rd: sick
- march 24th: sick
- march 25th: still sick
- march 26th: still sick.
- march 27th: marathoning csi
- march 28th: marathoning csi
- march 29th: marathoning csi
- march 30th: marathoning csi. sent out jae's letter + made first draft of speech that I'm going to give at the state house.
- march 31st: woke up & ate whipped cream for breakfast. worked on some oh my girl icons.
- APRIL 1ST: I BOUGHT MY NEW GALAXY S7 EDGE!!!! + wireless charger
- april 2nd: rewatching hannibal + csi. D-5 phone. Finally made more avengers icons lol but lost motivation after like 4 icons.
- april 3rd: slept in till 11. Olivia has seen Lee hi & day6 livE I'm so jealous..AND SHE'S SEEING BTS...
- april 4th: D3 phone. jesus christ mark + ten's teasers wowowowowow....taeyong + jaehyun up tmr tbh all I care about is doyoung
- april 5th: DOYOUNG'S VOICE?? DOYOUNG'S HAIR??? DOYOUNG??? DOYOUNG!! DOYOUNG. since listening to his teaser my skin is suddenly clear i have 20/20 vision i get good grades at school and i'm free from sin
- april 6th: i'm boycotting NCT and SM until Johnny gets justice for his 9 YEARS OF TRAINING
- april 7th: my phone came!!
- april 8th: went to the state house and took a ton of photos. Finished all my credits needed to graduate!!!
- april 9th: started & finished Astro's to be continued :)
- april 10th: porny takujae. That's all.
- april 11th: ???
- april 12th: puck!! i fucking love hockey.
- april 13th: taoris bsdm AU man. Welp I'm a goner.
- april 14th: ???
- april 15th: slept all day lmao. bought vietnamese for dinner.
- april 16th: so tired and sleepy
- april 17th: did 6.6 miles today. bought my scale and I'm ready to go.
- april 18th: meeting w/katie. started my project about genetics!!!
- april 19th: babysitting ugh. holly sent me another card omg
- april 20th: more babysitting.
- april 21st: slept in till 12. made chicken alfredo with asparagus for dinner.
- april 22nd: bbq at mariah's house. it went well minus a few awkward bits.
- april 23rd: woke up at 2:30 pm. went for a hike. went back home and then spent the rest of the day reading haikyuu fanfics (daisuga, kagahina, ushihina, and kuroken)
- april 24th: mass downloading nct performances so I can watch them after johnny debuts. started the vikings.
- april 25th: doctor's appointment and more nct performances. watched their KTR and other radio interview.
- april 26th: played dragon age all day
- april 27th: played dragon age all day
- april 28th: played dragon age all day
- april 29th: slept all day lmao. marathoning vikings!
- april 30th: didnt sleep until 8 am. went to the park and then spent the rest of the day gaming + reading svt fics
- may 1st: svt svt!!!
- may 2nd: sleepy sleepy
- may 3rd: missed my meeting bc i overslept.
- may 4th: #SEVENTEEN1STWIN
- may 5th: johnny and hansol were spotted with the unintroduced trainees!!!!! IM FUCKIN G PUMPED
- may 6th: OK firST OF ALL I DIDN'T GO TO BED TILL 3:30 AM BECAUSE SEVENTEEN WAS HAVING A LIVE Q&A and I thought it was all the members but it was just woozi and scoups. But then?? I wake up at 6 am, literally 2.5 hours AFTER I go to bed and I'm the type that can't go back to bed once I'm up so here I am on 2.5 hours of sleep and I have to go to my old school and fill out paperwork for my graduation. Ugh.
- sleepover d1! Marathoner 15 episodes of haikyuu.
- may 7th: sleepover d2!! We slept till 1 and then just kinda did whatever. Kenneth mostly drew while I played dragon age and then watched smtm. We bought ice cream later on in the day and then watched some haikyuu
- may 8th: sleepover d3! finished smtm3 & haikyuu s2.
- may 9th: kenneth left at 2. im sad.
- may 10th: spent the day reading double b fics and feeling sad. ordered shitty chinese and bought some soup for ledania bc she's really sick.
- may 11th: wow i went to bed before 3 am for once. woke up at 7 am and had to struggle to stay awake bc I knew if I fell back asleep, I wouldnt wake up till like 4 pm and then I would miss meeting ledania at 11.
- may 12th: read hp ff all day.
- may 13th: idk
- may 14th: idk
- may 15th: idk
- may 16th: got my dress for prom!!
- may 17th: went and bought my shoes for prom :)
- may 18th: went with Ledania and bought gloves ♡♡
- may 19th: I BOUGHT THE WRONG GLOVES
- may 20th: got ready at ledania's house :) ledania is so pretty when she gets dolled up omg but she's even prettier when she's wearing what she wants to wear and is comfortable. Prom was boring af tbh, I mostly played uno & took photos of other people lmao.
- may 21st: slept until 1 pm. Did my face mask then lazed around till like 8 and then I made smores.
- may 22nd: spent too time on reddit and now I can't sleep because I'm too scared.
- may 23rd: ....it was a bad day, let's just leave it at that.
- may 24th: dramas
- may 25th: more dramas.
- may 26th: meeting w/katie. Panera panini!
- may 27th: idk.
- may 28th: ice cream blow job
- may 29th: 쟈니오빠, 수고했어요!! 데뷔와 졸업을 축하합니다. 오빠 힘을 줘서 고마워요 그리고 앞으로도 열심히 응원할게요~ 제발 우리 서영호 행복하게 살아가. 많이 많이 사랑해용 (하트)~
- may 30th: they are all still on the rookies app??
- may 31st: Johnny was put in the graduated section now!! He's officially graduated from SMROOKIES
- june 1st: homework group with friends at a cafe in Burlington. Went well & I got some of my hw done :)
- june 2nd: was supposed to donate blood but my pulse was too high. :(
- june 3rd: lucky one mv teaser I LOVE THE BEAT !!!!
- june 4th: finally donated blood!!
- june 5th: Frieda came over and we watched pacific rim together!!
- june 6th: got my computer fixed!!! went to the jazz festival to see the peeps play & then brought ledania to dobra for the first time!!! we talked shit about ex-friends it was the most fun I've had in a while
- june 7th: slept in (only till 10 but still). doctors appointment at 1, meeting at 3. spent 3 hours downtown studying & working on homework.
- june 8th: EX'ACT WAS RELEASED AND IM NOT OK
- went downtown with the peeps & was supposed to do homework but i ended up just making exo icons lololololololool what is life
- june 9th: making more exo icons instead of doing work lololol
- june 10th: graduation rehearsal.
- june 11th: graduation!!!!!!!!!!!! i cried a lot and had a bbq with family.
- june 12th: babysitting
- june 13th: babysitting
- june 14th: babysitting
- june 15th: babysitting. FINALLY. POSTED. THE. MONSTER. ICONS.
- june 16th: forced to spend the day with the sister.
- june 17th: woke up at 5, went back to bed at 8. didnt do much.
- june 18th: HOLY SHIT I DIDNT KNOW MITSKI'S NEW ALBUM WAS OUT, IT'S SUCH A MASTERPIECE
- june 19th: more mitski ~
- june 20th: sleepy
- june 21st: making more icons~
- june 22nd: val graduation
- june 23rd: I'm moving to New Hampshire in a week!!! started packing!
- june 24th: did more packing~ only 1 more closet, a shelf, a nightstand, my bookcase, my desk, my bathroom stuff, my kitchen appliances, and then I'm done until Thursday when I need to take my bed frame apart
- june 25th: didnt clean today lol. today was a break day. watched a lot of celebrity bromance and lazed around.
- june 26th: finished half of my room today! I threw out 11 trash bags in the past 4 days and donated 9 bags of clothes. 4 bags are going to Goodwill tomorrow and then all I have left to do until Friday is a shelf, my desk, my bathroom stuff, and my kitchen appliances!!!
- june 27th: ??????
- june 28th: happy birthday to me!!! hung out w/kenneth, got sick, spent the rest of the day in bed reading doujins.
- june 29th: ramen with the friends. bought mitski's new album and i fuckin cried like a baby after I said goodbye to my friends.
- june 30th: idk
- july 1st: moved to new hampshire!
- july 2nd: HOLY SHIT ITS NCT TEASER TIME AGAIN I SWEAR TO FUVCKNIN GOD IF JOHNNY DOESNT DEBUT I'M GOING TO FUCKING FLY TO KOREA AND SMACK SOMEONE MY BOY HAS BEEN WAITING 9 YEARS
- july 3rd: party @ sister's house
- july 4th: made some nct icons!!!! I played the porn game and rainbow was like you should stream porn games you're hilarious
- july 5th: oitnb with kalie and katrina~ poussey's death RIP i cry so hard and I've only seen 3 eps
- july 6th: FIRETRUCK WAS RELEASED~ sisters softball game!! it's hot as tits holy fuck
- july 7th: went on a bike ride and got a job application. had orange leaf for the first time
- july 8th: zzzzzz
- july 9th: hampton beach!
- july 10th: almost fell into a river trying to catch a pokemon lmao.
- july 11th: more pokemon
- july 12th: zzzzz
- july 13th: bought a pepe pin for my bag
- july 14th: marathoned school 2015, @drama writers THERE WERE TWO GIRLS AND TWO BOYS HOW DID YOU FUCK THIS UP SO BADLY
- july 15th: marathoned task force 38.
- july 16th: DIDNT SLEEP BC STREAMING SMTOWN IN OSAKA. went to hampton beach again!!!!
- july 17th: i'm so sad nowadays
- july 18th: more icons + sleep
- july 19th: i've been making a ton of icons lately wtf im on a roll
- july 20th: RLY GOOD SUSHI OMG + bike rides
- july 21st: uh
- july 22nd: uh
- july 23rd: Star trek killed me bye
- july 24th: zzzzzzzzzzzzz
- july 25th: holly's present came but i was sleeping and missed it so i gotta pick it up tmr~
- july 26th: ugh i hate periods why did i have to be a girl
- july 27th: interview went well~~ i go back tomorrow for a trial run
- july 28th: trial run went extremely well! I have my first day of work tomorrow!!!!
- july 29th: first day of work hnnnngggg it was so fun
- july 30th: didnt do much tbh. watched both Star Trek reboot movies and talked to the peeps online. I work Tu/Wed and then leave Thur - Sun back to VT for my sister's wedding.
- july 31st: D-4 back to VT!!!!
- august 1st: zzz
- august 2nd: zzzz
- august 3rd: zzzz
- august 4th: bus back to VT
- august 5th: so hectic i wanna cry
- august 6th: sister's wedding.
- august 7th: zzzzz
- august 8th: tried jjajangmyeon for the first time today. it was so good omfg
- august 9th: went and bought a nice smoothie today. yum
- august 10th: idk
- august 11th: idk
- august 12th: idk
- august 13th: idk
- august 14th: idk
- august 15th: saw star trek again ;;
- august 16th: idk
- august 17th: idk
- august 18th: idk
- august 19th: idk
- august 20th: idk
- august 21st: idk
- august 22nd: idk
- august 23rd: idk
- august 24th: idk
- august 25th: idk
- august 26th: marathoning dramas
- august 27th: lucky romance!!!!
- august 28th: idk
- august 29th: i bought tickets to see tdcc with ledania and rainbow!!!
- august 30th: work
- august 31st: work
- september 1st: work
- september 2nd: work
- september 3rd: work
- september 4th: work
- september 5th: work
- september 6th - october 31st: working/etc and forgot to update lmao
- november 1st: wow i haven't updated in forever rip, I've been so busy with work rippppp
- november 2nd - november 9: busy with work
- november 10th: i work the next 6 days in a row fuck me also donald dump is president and wow I wanna die
- november 11th: work
- november 12th: im fukin sad lately
- november 13th - december 31st: working and forgot to update
dec 31 2015 ∞
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