I feel lost again. A couple of months back, I have said here that I was feeling very ahppy and contented. I was taking my time with myself and being patient with whatever is being laid out.

However, for the past few weeks, I have been very confused whether I'm still feeling happy or not. I feel like I've lost myself. I have felt like that ever since 'she' had been bringing me down.

She'd always tell me what to do, when in the first place, she doesn't really have me to get to that point. She just talks and talks how embarrassing it would be to go back in the same grade level. She doesn't really listens, but just says shits she can't understand well.

Whenever we'd have a verbal communication, I feel like I'm unable to talk because I'm feeling some pain. She has unresolved issues, and she's putting all of it on me. She would never be understanding, I know that for a fact.

05/24/22 | 07:00 a.m.