Lullaby for Werewolves: A lullaby that perfectly matches the bittersweet feeling from the past lingering in my present and future.  

This music gives me a bittersweet feeling. It gives me the same vibe as a story I've read in 2018. I think it was titled “Your Lie in April” or “You in April", It was a second book continuation of “365 Days with You”. It was a fanfiction, but it wasn't something crazy. Hearing this music gives me a faint ache in my heart. It feels as if a past lover has shown themselves, but they have someone new. You see them both executing the plans you two have made. Seeing them both ecstatic to be with one another while you? You remain in the past, lingering in the remnants of the sweet memories that will remain in the past. Should you two have broken up? Or was it a mistake? Should you have fought for your love? Or should you only long for the memories and not the person? You miss the person—everything about them is perfect. They bring joy to your heart and soul. They complete you. Is it a reckless decision to break up? Did you see yourself in the future with him? Did he see you in the future with him? The love they have for one another—is it greater than the love that engulfed the two of you? If you two have not broken up, will it be the same scenario but with you instead of her? You cannot help but feel agony while longing for their presence. If I stayed strong, would it be just me and you? This question remains even after all these years. You cannot do anything, and it is the worst feeling. Have you forgotten about me? Our promises? The joy we bring to one another? The love within? Nothing can be done anymore. Someone has him and his heart. While you? You linger in the past, reminiscing about the best memories of you and the one that got away. Bittersweet is the only feeling you have now. I wish I were her, wrapped around your comforting arms, telling me it will always be alright while we plan for the future. Looking at the two having fun, you cannot help but say silently, “Our memories will always guide me in the future, while I will only remain in your past.

Dec. 19, 2023 | Tuesday

Sincerely, Y