growing up, i've seen couples commit infidelity towards each other that i find it difficult to trust someone with my feelings. being the only daughter, i have always kept in mind to protect myself and emotions from unhealthy influences. i have even promised to myself that i will only allow a guy to court me when i'm 18. however, as i get to reflect while in this pandemic, i have been thinking to not even be in a relationship. i don't want someone to be the cause of my happiness other than myself, because if that person's gone then what will happen to me? i just want to be my own source of happiness.

12/21/21 | 11:47 PM