you were so much more than something I loved. i loved a lot of things. sunsets, flowers, early walks and late night conversations. i loved thick summer air and catchy pop punk songs. you were much more than something that just brought me temporary joy. so much more than just another crack in the sidewalk. you were the light of my life. the air in my lungs. my reason to wake up in the morning, and my reason to fall asleep in the evening. i was in love with you, the ideia of you the thought of you. i was in love with your every flaw, every scar. i was just falling in love, more and more everyday. and i still am.

i don't remember falling in love with you. i just remember looking into your eyes realizing how much i need you.