i’m fragile please please please be kind!!!!!!

not to attention seek, just so You know Me!!

i have.. DID - dissociative identity disorder; i have alters. i talk most about blurry, noah and vienna, they’ll even post sometimes! ! i have about 7 alters currently (as of 190603)

BPD - borderline personality disorder; i’m incredibly unstable. this strains a lot of my relationships and makes it really hard for me to be “normal” per say.. my mood goes up and down when it pleases and it messes with my pre-existing trust issues and makes my insecurities so much worse.

an ED - eating disorder; i go bad lengths to lose weight. i see myself as what i allegedly don’t really look like. i’ve had an eating disorder since i was about 10 or 11, no bueno.

GENERAL ANXIETY - *screams*; i’m terrible. this going in hand with my bpd is not very fun at all!!! not only does it create EXTRA shit in my relationships and way i view myself, but also it’s extremely hard for me to be around many people!!! public places, speaking in front of people, messaging, being in a store alone and ordering for myself are the things i struggle with the most!

TRUST ISSUES - it’s hard for me to believe what i’m being told. thanks to my past, my brain doesn’t wanna trust a lot. when most people tell me they care or love me my dumb head is like: lol no u don’t. once again, this plus my bpd makes my life hell!!!!

PTSD - post traumatic stress disorder; i have nightmares, flashbacks and panic attacks that can be triggered by small things, big things or nothing at all. it makes my life pretty terrible - as does everything else i’ve listed.

MY TRIGGERS thinspo, r*pe mention, abuse, yelling, anger, loud noises, touching, calories, assault, incest, pedophilia