• If you're seeing this means I have decided to commit suicide and nothing will change my decision.
• I'm sorry I made you care about me, that was a mistake. If I was just somebody else you wouldn't care, would you? So place your worries in another person, not me. I'm not deserving, I just wasted your time
• Don't waste your time trying to help me, I've tried to seek help myself and it didn't work out, just a few kind words won't change my mind
• Please accept that I'm just miserable living and this is for the best
• Please try to move on, forget that this mistake of a person even existed
• whenever i feel good with myself i manage to screw everything and make myself feel worse and useless.
• I've tried every single thing to get me t...

• I no longer care for any objects other than leo and simon, the only thing i want is for them to be with me when I do it
• I have nothing else that I wanna do, everything is meaningless in the end

• I made a promise to someone, that keeps me from.trying to do so... I still want to do it and I'm going to as soon as this person gets tired of me (like everyone else did)

• I'm tired alright, I just wanna rest, I don't wanna have to deal with people in my life anymore
• People don't really care and if they care now in a few months they won't so meh
• Look, at least a miracle occurs in my life making it magically better this is happening
• The real reason I don't seek professional help is because my mom won't spend her money on me on that subject. Literally my mom hates psychologists and she doesn't in believe them.

Update: I am currently doing a therapy, but life has been hell for me cause my mom still doesn't agree

• Does my family knows? I've always wanted to kill myself since I was a kid. Mom knows but she doesn't care, she thinks this is a way to attack her. My sister knows b...