philosophically, i align most strongly with ethics of care, with stoicism and existentialism following closely behind. together, these philosophies shape the way i navigate both my inner and outer world.

because of this, i find myself fundamentally opposed to utilitarian worldviews, as they often seem to overlook lived experience, individual dignity, and the concrete humanity of the people involved.

ethics should begin with human beings as lived, relational, dignified people — not as quantities in an optimization problem.

　　 —— games ——

ai2u - with you until the end, fields of mistria, plague inc.: evolved + cure, party hard, persona 5 royal, pac-man, terraria, detroit: become human, hello kitty island adventure, the aquarium does not dance, omori, moviestarplanet, cultist simulator

　　 —— kinlist ——

kaede (el), yusuke (p5r), nezumi (n6), ymir (aot), markus (d:bh), ren (p5r), kaworu (nge), eva (ttm), honoka (kzn), w. j. moriarty (mtp), kyoko (pmmm)

i do not care about "doubles" or such, i just happen to relate to these characters is all.

　　 —— poetry (written by me) ——

conditions of an ocean, angel on stage

　　 —— i like ——

the ocean, painting, the sun as a concept, video games, uquizzes, biblical imagery in fiction, anti-virtuoso music, crocs, badtz-maru, backbone, being challenged, open windows, coca cola, steam achievements, message-driven media, the countryside, "uscore" videos, petnames, joseph, tears for fears, dogs, long daylight, raisin buns, "white girl" music, dear daniel, mermaids

　　 —— i don't like ——

coughing, bass-boosted noise, pressure, carrots, hot temperatures, anti-intellectualism, official letters, bills, lepidoptera, utilitarianism, loud music, public shaming, rigors, overdependency, ad hominem, sharing rooms, "traumacore", having a sense of smell, joints cracking, boundary-crossing, toilet humor, headphones, overstimulation, saying bye or hello, not holding doors, going to sleep early, the moon as a concept, most pasta types, performative activism, chosen ignorance