- 0201 - woke up sick. what the hell, since I was just sick last week. met up with Melinda and Avery at Starbucks (wanted to buy Chipotle) and worked on English project. Almost done. Lunar New Year! Ate at Mai Tai and Dad finally taught me how to drive. Went over parts of a car, speed and how to turn. Thank you Pridgion Stadium for having empty lots.
- 0202 - groundhogs day and superbowl sunday. betting on broncos to win, as is most of my family (though we aren't big sports fanatics --I like basketball better). still sick. resorted to drinking tea. I don't like it. working on project alone. almost done, needs to finish slides and notes. cries. I might not go to school tomorrow, I feel like death. (9:51 am) wow Superbowl was disappointing but Bruno is babe and yeah.
- 0203 - learned about body language. very intrigued I am. martin needs to quit LOL. okay day despite being gross and sick.
- 0204 - presented in English. Was supposed to talk to him about her but failed. ranted about him to Jesus. okay day. also bought baking supplies; need to try some recipes soon.
- 0205 - kathybae's birthday. Diego moved seats in Wd Geo. kissed kathy (I hope she wasn't bothered by it. She did allow me to kiss her so.) ASA potluck. the pudding was damn good. Justin is a mega cutie too, Thanh and Steph say go get him, and relationships are just very circled around me. almost talked to him about her, but we weren't alone so I couldn't. also got hit on by the guys in autotech, that's a fun first. me n momma are chill. thinking about what electives to take. desperately need to know where I stand. drinking tea. need to get bio & Spanish things done.
- 0206 - quite the eventful day. HAIL AND SNOW THIS MORNING WHEN I WOKE UP. AW YEAH. drill days all day. Giovanny is too cute about my friend Emily. Drills all day. Today, after Spanish, I walked with Seth and Anthony was behind me. god damn Anthony tried the little sweater string around my neck when Seth was still wearing the jacket and we were stuck like that for a food five minutes (tbh I think homeboy planned this, nor minded me like all up near him) and I was flustered and wow and omg it was not cute I am not used to vulnerability and being in such a weak position omg the guys were happy to see me squirm for once aw. he didn't walk with her today too aw hell. I loved today, I had a real good day.
- 0207 - finished j.lawrence project with jailene and desperately need a tutor for geometry. analysis for browning's "porphyria's lover" almost paralleled my English teacher and I was recommended to do English dualcredit junior/senior year. Spanish DPM was written exams oh yay I love and after Seth, Anthony, Julian were play fighting. tbh I love those guys. this guy named Travis revealed that he used to make rap music and I was like okay holy shit if I didn't like someone so seriously, I would probably be really, hella into you. (or pretty much I find you cute already but you being into making music makes you a billion times more cuter like aw my gosh.) walked with Seth and he blamed me for the holocaust and making buildings and stuff, it was interesting. He also consoled me in my bad geometry test grade, and I wished him luck on his algebra test. he's too cute goddamn. biology is coolio. wd geo I pretty much fell asleep and didn't talk to anyone.
- 0208 - ah suuper lazy day today. had a dream about him haha. finished all the laundry and bakes cookies from scratch is was delicious. aw yes. first batch burned tho. told tracey and karla about "meth" otp/ship thing. they're totally for it gosh. slept late. so sleepy.
- 0209 - woke up pretty early. had another dream aboht him. finished up laundry from yesterday. did nothing except message thanh, alli and karla all day. i feel a little empty, but overall i'm happy and excited for wednesday. the girls are telling me what i should do. lol ny friends are pretty wonderful.
- 0210 - great day lol. b0nes are a pretty nice thing huh LOL. anyway, yeah. got yelled at but idgaf. wow done with school. need to fix 75 in geom. lol
- 0211 - good day. productive in all classes for once! baked cookies for tomorrow, excited.
- 0212 - "s" birthday. pretty good. wore heels and ended up matching with "s". screen for phone cracked in two places. idk how but yeah. english and spanish are rly my fave subjects. tbh travis is such a cutie eating his lunchables and capri sun juice wow. i think he'd be a really great friend idk. slept in class. bio and spanish. karla met seth for the first time and she def agrees that it's 10/10. got news that the guy i despise most likes me and i've been on a edge (terrifykng horror scary edge, not good edge) about how i'm gonna deal with that. can k have a decoy boyfriend for like two days? please?! also, everyone loved my cookie-muffins (coffins?) so i'm happy for that!
- 0213 - pretty good day, texted seth all day lol, and luis is really on my last fucking nerve. other than that, it was a pretty great day imo. hAD A CALZONE. yUM! i wish he was at school today though. megans heart is broken oh. :( someone pulled the fire alarm in first pd today, and it was hella cold. sigh. lazy day all day.
- 0214 - st. valentines day. kathy brought cookies that nearly killed me oh. good day other than geometry. i am gonna fucking fail that class. wow. but anyway, gio's getting a little annoying with the emily thing. good news, i think i did well with the essays and stuff. spanish was fun, i had a free day and conversed with travis the first half. after, emily and juhi came and i told them my confusion of who spiked my interest more. emily wasn't payin attention so she yelled out "mary are you in love?!" and seth automatically turned around and juhi asked if i had said "are you flirting with me?" and i was freaking out cause i didn't say it so either emily or travis said it since juhi had heard it clear as day. but afterwards, travis left to go talk to his friends and seth sat next to me, sitting on the little stoop of the window and we talked about stuff and laughed at anthiny's shenanigans and i had to bring up the thing i asked about luis and seth agreed to be my "boyfriend" but i'm confused as to whether or not it's forreal or not because he never specified and i never specified so ugh. at least technically i git a boyfriend om valentines day. after our conversation, seth had suddenly said he wanted to punch luis and i wasn't all that interested in the health of him, and after i brought up seth's kik again and he said that we should take selfies and send him some, and i did. he told me that we should take even more selfies LOL. dad bought us chocolates and cake. it's nice he still got mom stuff after everything and while he works two jobs so, yeah. good day, good day. also i choked a lot, so luis must have been really mad and was taking mad shit. filipino superstitions y'all.
- 0215 - great grandma passed away at 1:24, and then officially at 3:08. i miss her.
- 0216 - day one of mourning. it was hard getting up to do work. but it helped out a lot. watched catching fire and went out to eat.
- 0217 - went to school like a stupid mess. nothing interesting happened. i hope i passed my geometry test. if i didn't, i will cry a lottle. and i'm glad the gym machines are fixed, and spanish was bad cause moved seats but seth randomly came over and so did emily and we did pur work together and stuff. he taught em the nip trick lol. and he also brought up friday, idk if it were good or bad, and now he is constantly touching my hair. what da hell is dis. lol. not that i mind much. also. needs to acquire 40 bucks for h.p. soon
- 0218 - not so great day. finished a tale of two cities in one night oh my god.
- 0219 - more decent day. test city central.
- 0220 - in a group with joel and juan and allison for prof. comm. lol. cyberbullying is the topic. / learnt inverse trig. / gym. / watched the first quarter of "where the wild things are" and i was so happy oh my gosh!! felt like a little kid again. / had to stand behind seth for lunch. kinda awks. idk. when i went to the vending machines with emily, he and his friends were talking about me i think. idk. all i heard was johnnh say "that girl?" and armando say "you like her?" and seth stared at me lol. godddd. / spanish was so fun. travis is a flawless human being oh my. despite him saying "hey are you and me gonna fuck?" jokingly, i felt really like "wow" when he started saying "baby, i promise i'd give you the entire world and treat you like a queen. i'll show you off and support you, i'd shower you in affection, etc" becAUSE HE WAS FACING ME AND STARING INTO MY EYES WHY DID YOU DO THAT TRAVIS. lol emily kept calling him gay because of it. travis also showed me this song that he wrote to a girl he liked and it was so sweet oh my gosh i loved it a lot i wanted to just hug him and call him the cutest./ bio tesssstttt! hope i did well! / wg geo was boring and savannah sings x1000000 better than me so i'm crying. :c
- 0221 - all i could think about was me asking "do you like anyone?" and you replying yes but you couldn't tell me. then, all my guy friends said that whenever a guy says that, he's avoids it because who he likes is whoever who asked, which was me. i want to hear it from your lips.
- 0222 - dreamt of cute cuddles and intense kisses. woke up with a smile on my face. off day with mom. went shopping around at ana's linen and american ac supply. pretty nice. made business with a guy named salvador. made homemade pizza! better than storebought. yearns to go to the teentop concert on march 30.
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