• donate the clutter in your life
• make diet + exercise plans
• go on a date
• find a new job or major
• do something impulsive
• join a club or volunteer program
• see your doctor, dentist, optometrist
• downsize your bills and debts

things to master

• astronomy + constellations
• linguistics:
  • english, french, korean
• harmonica → ukulele
• poems: clotilde, guillaume apollinaire
• maths + physics
• mythology: greeco-roman, korean, judeo-chrislam

"It's my pre-packed disaster evacuation bag, recommended by the Department of Homeland Security. And Sarah Connor."

the basics:

• ☑ (water), one gallon per person per day
• ☑ food, at least a three-day supply of non-perishables
• ☑ hand crank emergency radio with tone alert
• ☑ flashlight + extra batteries
• ☑ first aid kit
• ☑ whistle to signal for help
• ☐ dust mask to help filter contaminated air
• ☑ moist towelettes, garbage bags, and plastic ties for personal sanitation
• ☑ wrench or pliers to turn off utilities + manual can opener for food
• ☑ your towel

• drink two liters of water
• write down what i eat
• exercise every day:
  • do push ups + sit ups every morning
  • run thrice per week
• floss + wash my face before bed
• improve my french
• journal emphatically

maintenant

• clean your room
• organize your computer
• recoup your savings

bientôt

• practice your grouping at dead center: tuesday is free
• make flashcards: verbs, tarot, constellations
• get duolingo caught up
• pick up a paperback novel + don't put it down 'til you're through

et trouve ton/ta

• remote controls
• school stuff

the skinny:

• a stormborn, half-blooded browncoat
• ace, aquarius, overweight, entp, 90s kid

bad habits:

• interrupting during conversations
• demanding others recite stories for me (or listen to mine)
• telling lies just to see if the world will still spin
• getting bored of my friends
• living in my head
• reading to the point of illness
• using febreze instead of actually washing things
• communicating primarily through pop-culture references
• broadcasting my fear of intimacy and being forgotten
• outdrinking everyone in the room

• wish aloud in rhyming couplets
• overanalyze your dreams
• subsist primarily on herbal teas
• read fortunes for your friends
• have picnics with the dead
• offer your first glass of spirits to the gods
• collect things in nature that "speak" to you
• refuse to acquiesce despite the odds
• wear oversized sweaters + slouchy socks
• tell time by the stars instead of clocks
• never forget to pay your debts

• BauBax - Men's Sweatshirt 2.0 ($250)
• Topman - Classic Fit Leather Biker Jacket ($220)
• AllSaints - Taro Slim Fit Leather Biker Jacket ($500)
• Black Rivet - Trapunto Stitch Leather Moto Jacket ($385)
• GoPro - HERO7 Black ($400)

existential, lovecraftian, cosmic horror malarkey to casually enjoy (since nothing is real and therefore everything is unknowable, terrifying, and meaningless).

2010s

• starfish (2019)
• annihilation (2018)
• seven in heaven (2018)
• happy death day (2017)
• life (2017)
• anti matter (2016)
• the neon demon (2016)
• satanic (2016)
• the void (2016)
• the cabin in the woods (2011)
• inception (2010)

2000s

• triangle (2009)
• sunshine (2007)
• donnie darko (2001)

• allah, the judeo-chrislam god
• apollo, brother of artimis - god of healing and music and prophecy
• bacchus, god of wine and partying
• eris, goddess of chaos and strife ⁺
• kali, goddess of time and change ⁺
• loki, god of mischief ⁺
• osiris, god of death and resurrection
• the tripartite goddess (diana-hecate-luna), goddess of the hunt, of witchcraft, of crossroads, of chastity, of hopeless love and the fruits thereof, of the moon and, so too, of its darkness

⁺ who i perceive as more or less the same entity

• planning to start a business
• caring for ailing relatives
• making fancy coffee drinks
• packing up to move out (to new orleans)
• switching from milk to dark chocolate
• organizing my closet with stylebook
• taking catholic classes
  • to be followed by judaism and islam
• wearing flannels (sans pants) about my friends' houses
• steeping my tea in rose or lavender water
• paying off my student loans
• cutting my own hair on the regular
• offering tarot readings
• wearing crop tops regardless of my weight