things not in order

• January
  • depression
  • dark
  • lost M
  • letters with J
  • grandparents come over... LOL
• February
  • jealousy + hatred
  • "the" fight
  • one time therapy
  • savior
• March
  • things get better
  • telling mom, mom worries
  • drunk driving day
  • steps
  • D continues...
• April
  • AP Tour!
  • Letters with J end
  • D less prominent
  • first weekend with dad
  • California! visiting UCLA and going to LA!
• May
  • turning 15
  • cousin's wedding!
  • back to D
• June
  • growing apart starts
  • illegal driving lessons with daddy
  • summer health class
• July
  • pathwork with mom...
  • go to grandparent's house in GA
• August
  • CIT
  • new contacts
  • STP!
  • vball tryouts... didn't make it
• September
  • school
  • D starts to pick up
  • growing farther apart
  • volleyball torture
• October
  • volunteer/internship job
  • therapy begins
  • visit Pratt + RISD!
• November
  • thanksgiving torture
  • beginning of repairing friendship
• December
  • christmas torture
  • no christmas spirit
  • Holocaust museum
  • ending of belief
  • she actually attempted

Who knows how 2010 will go... I'm scared.