but why can't I help always starting my questions with I know this will be a stupid question but... it starts with me believing that any question I could possibly ask is stupid because I am the one asking and it ends with the person I'm asking and my twisted mind trying to apologize before I've even finished the question because I respect them and pity them for having to be the one I ask it to because that is how little I think of myself and when people hear that they say "oh no you're great, you're funny, you're pretty" they say "don't be so hard on yourself" they say "you shouldn't put yourself down" but no matter what I do I always come back to hating myself and I don't think I'll ever stop no matter what I do so I know this will be a stupid question but please help me stop hating myself