I am going to be going to the honolulu police department to ID the man who raped me at a party last year. I'm just going to list all the things running through my mind cause why not???

• my victim advocate sucks ass
• my squadron command team has reached out and is being really kind
• but the shirt is gone
• the commander is on leave
• but he offered to give me a ride which was really nice
• so far I've cried
• talked to garce on the phone and got mad at him for no reason
• done a small comedy act with a bunch of rape jokes alone in my house
• texted my dad and he said "it won't be fun, but you'll be fine"
• almost threw up
• calmed down a bit to finish the list
• considered how disassociated I'm going to feel tomorrow
• made a list of critically acclaimed movies I want to see
• realized my phone is on the verge of dying
• googled parking/driving to the police station
• etc etc etc etc