─ lee sunmi, soloist

if anyone ask me what i saw in you, it might take 24 hours or more for me to describe to you. it was not simple, although it's easy for anyone to fall in love with you. i think i'm so afraid of hurting myself that when love comes to me i get so scared to the point of repressing everything I feel and pretending its not happening, but when i opened my heart a little to love, i felt you coming back and think i had forgotten how much i loved you, until i saw your face in my dreams last night and all the love that I feel for you that I buried in bottom of heart for fear of feeling everything that comes with leting yourself fall in love with someone and this made me want to run away, because I'm afraid, I'm fucking scared of too many feelings, however how much I want to keep you away from me, i'll never get rid of you, because everything makes me go back to the comfort of your voice and i swear I've never felt so at home before. i think that we were both the same star in the beginning of the universe and as the star exploded we drew apart. our atoms merging into two different bodies, but over time our atoms found a way and found each other again. i am constantly, over and over again, falling in love with you. it can’t be put into words. words are just letters trying to work together to tell a story but your laugh is already an adventure through galaxies undiscovered.