─ bae joohyun, irene from red velvet

i could watch you for a single minute and find a thousand things that i love about you and i will love you with all the pieces of my heart, and i won’t stop until there’s nothing left. i couldn't even imagine that you would become my light but i'm so glad that you did. and i cannot be more thankful & happy for it. nothing that i can do will be enough to thanks, for you brighten my darkest days. everyday i ask my myself how i can love you so much? i just completely love you, with all my body and beautiful soul. you bring me joy and give me strength everyday, i'll always be grateful for having you in my life. In this crazy world, full of change and chaos, there is one thing of which I am certain, one thing which does not change: my love for you. just like the roman goddess venus, she is known for her love and just like the earth, she is life, she breathes beauty into the world with every exhale, she is more than the solar system, she is entire universe, a million galaxies one beautiful girl. bae, your eyes are deep like the ocean i'm so happy for falling into them. thanks for being the most inspiring person that show me how to be so kind with people and always have a beautiful smile in my face (like you do). i love you more than words can say. you complete my life in the small details, you bring me a good feeling that blooms in my chest every time i see you. i have an immense pride of the woman that you are, even with so many obstacles you have not given up and today, you have earned all that you deserve, i know you have other goals and I am very grateful for you to fulfill them too, and keep your happiness first place. i have to be honest with you. i think about you all a lot. all the time, actually. in the morning, at night, in the middle of of my day. it's you. they say you only fall in love once, but that can’t be true.. because every time i look at you, i fall in love all over again. i love you also means i love you more than anyone loves you, or has loved you, or will love you, and also, i love you in a way that no one loves you, or has loved you, or will love you, and also, i love you in a way that i love no one else, and never have loved anyone else, and never will love anyone else... if someone ever asked me how i felt about you, i'd try to come up with all the ways you has brightened my world. if that question were asked to me, i would say that after a long time of being trapped in a never ending nightmare, you was the first dream i've ever had in a very long time. you are like a rainbow after a rain storm passes through. you are the quiet neighborhoods at 5:00 am. the sound of the waves as they wash up on shore. what i'm trying to say is, you make me feel at ease, calm with the world around me. you are everything i could have ever imagined happiness would be like. i've never once found a doubt or anything that could change my mind about you. i have stopped running away, because whenever i found myself opening up and loving again, i was always getting hurt in some way. and i tried my hardest to ignore all possibilities of finding pain, but for once i allowed myself to just let go, and in the process of it all, i found you there. waiting for me. it was like the universe was telling me that there’s another chance of happiness. if someone one day asks me how much you mean to me, they’ll know right away that you are my everything. and all this love i have to offer and this bleeding heart in my hand will forever be yours.somewhere in my heart, in some corner, or else in it whole, you can hear: the crowd in my heart cries out your name, in chorus, it is almost like the chant of the angels, your love is something divine and cultivated, no one can separate us and no harm will ever be caused, i cultivate your being in me, wherever you are now, having you in my heart, this will always be your home. in me you persevere, and it will be so for eternity if i am granted this honor. some people want diamond rings some just want everything, but everything means nothing if i ain't got you.